Altar - Ego Art (1996)

Driving on bastard road
Too much shit in my veins
Has polluted my brains

Walking my way home
This terrible night
Will end in a fight

I don't need excuses
My patience has expired
This time it's for real
I'm getting sick and tired

Going the wrong direction
It's my way to choose
What have I got to lose

Anger needs a way out
Too much hate in my veins
Has polluted my brains

Let's drive!!
Then it happens all at once
Just when I thought that it was allright
To break the rules of normal life
And kill the silence of this night
I feel the urge to walk away
But my pride says stay

Christian Cop Convicted
My law has been broken
I will walk my way
Fuck your law and order
You misuse your power
Fuck your law and order
I pity your frustration
You think you're always right
Fuck your christian orders

Perhaps I'm too concerned
About my will to be free
Maybe I should listen
But then I'm still concerned

Who will feed the mouths of your family when
You're unemployed. No more job for you cop!!

Almost everyday I get
Irritated by the fact
Assholes like you are near
Annoying me everywhere

If I was a nazi, I'd vote against you
If there was a god, I'd pray for help
If I was social, I'd talk to you
Buttfuck your shit, I have myself

My nerves stretching tight
You're asking for a fight
You're allowed to test
But I advice to stop

Violence & aggression
Torrent in your direction
Avoiding discussions
Destructive selection

Enraged election
Exhaust the conversation
Discharged into
Vandalistic stupification

If you project your hate on me
You can expect the same from me
I'm not a christian
Don't forgive and forget
I'm not a fascist
I'm much smarter than that
I'm not a pacifist and wait like a fool
I'm not that stupid, I don't fall for you

I look around and see my place
My role towards humanity
I deny to be a part
Of a functional society
Won't contribute and play the whore
To your christian ways to stand for

SET - FREE - EGO - ART
I rule my life
Obey my soul
I am my god
And take control

Convinced of myself - Just think of me
No doubt - Creativity
Intellect - Competition
Mental towards

Convinced myself - Supremacy
My force above religion
Cynical justification
Hostile towards

You never wanted but you got me anyway
You have tried to turn me
To your pathetic play
But now I finish you. You are just a shade
You're already dead
And I'm digging your grave

You've been kicked on this world
The naked truth of a big mistake
Another part of this family
A gift from god what a fake

Why call them parents?
They don't give a fuck
Why call them teachers?
They failed the test of life
Why call them brothers?
There is no equality
Why call them preachers?
Their message doesn't work

You're a victim of authority
A generation of stupidity
Unless your ego feels supreme
Above this pool of foolishness

Fight the ones on your way
Trample down their emptiness
Place your boots inside a face
Get'em down before they use

Do not bend - egoist
Challenge it - egoist

Weak or strong - You stand alone
Blessed are you 'cause you're alone

Break away - egoist
But not accept - egoist

Destroy them ! !

Without feeling guilty they misuse you
It doesn't make sense, the things you do
Your mind begins to separate
From feeling sane
You feel no difference
Between pleasure and pain

Insecurity you would leave behind
Their hollow lies made you blind
Charming words you can't resist
They preached love you'd always missed

"Come my friend and follow me
I'll be there when you need me
I know god, I am his son
They call me the chosen one"

"Bow my child, before me
Swallow my hypocrisy
If I am god, you are my son
Don't tell them I'm the horned one"

Your whole life, you preach harmony
Relationship, you're fucking jesus christ
Obey 'cause you've been told
he would save your soul

But now you're passing the final hour
Your life is through, there is nothing left
An horrible disease finally took its toll

Your friends & family
Stand around your grave
To give you respect
You've never had from them
They pray to your god
To take you in his arms
But the earth is cold
They know it's the end

Dead is dead - accept the fact
Only in your life - you have your soul
In your head - I am your pain
I rape you - pathetic priest

What has a church to do with your death
Fuck their false promise of better times
god cannot cure, god has no use
god has no power, god is you

A land of plenty, a land for free
Where no one knows real poverty
Work enough - Democracy
Rely on social security

You're cornerstones, success assured
For every problem the final cure
Learn our way, do as we say
Go to school, the state will pay

20 years ago you thought me this crap
But things now have changed
It's no longer like that, your pocket is empty
Your system has failed , now it's too late
Holland is great !!!

Tonight this country will die
Along with your theatre of lies
I'm glad that I realise
I live in this paradise

So where is your wife, where is your job??
Where is your money, where is your god??
Try to blame me but isn't you that has failed
For you and thousand others
Holland is great !!!

Hate is what I feel. I hear you talk to me
I have no interest in what you say to me
What you talk about is nothing new to me
Don't you understand you are my enemy

You say - You're true - What does it mean?
An image - It seems - To me - How does it feel?
I'm wrong - You're right - What do you mean?
Uphold your dream - To me - It isn't real

If you are the problem
Why don't you kill yourself
True or not true - True or not true

Satanic, False, Christian, Belief, Religion,
Right, Relief Useless information

You paint your head like you are dead
You wear the cross inside your head
But still you feel the pain of me

You build a church to worship him
You sacrifice. A ritual
The pain remains