Blind Equation - Pain (Feat. Natty Gray)

Living in the past it will never last
All these memories are fading away

Fading away

Remember the days when I could feel something
Now everything's just fucking blur
Remember the days when I could feel something
Now everything's just a fu.....

I try my fucking hardest
To live life for today
I try my fucking hardest
But now it is fading away

I try my fucking hardest
To live life for today
I try my fucking hardest
But now it is fading away

Feel something

Spiraling downwards I can no longer tell what is real
Can someone please show me what it’s like to feel
It doesn’t phase me, the grim reality
That nothing matters and this life means shit to me Открыть страницу с текстом

How do you live your life this fucking way
You fucking hypocrite you won’t get away
Shit talker compulsive liar
Fuck you

We were friends now we are enemies
Don’t think we can reconnect when this is over
I have found your true self beneath the surface
Never fucking again Открыть страницу с текстом

Thirteen was when I lost my faith
Death has scared me
Since nihilism has overtaken me
But now I am set free

Finding comfort in the null we live
In triple six forever
Til the day I die
Y’all don’t fucking know me
I’m not your fucking guy

Triple six forever
Til the day I die
Y’all don’t fucking know me
I will never die

In triple six forever
I will never die
Y’all don’t fucking know me
I will never die Открыть страницу с текстом

I will never forget you and your legacy Открыть страницу с текстом

You’re barely breathing, yet you've found no light
You will find out soon enough there’s no end in sight
Nothing to live for suffering adds to the pain
Death draws nearer every passing day

Trapped forever
No escape
No one hears me
In the blistering rain

Trapped forever Открыть страницу с текстом

Dying in slow motion,
No hope left in sight
This has become my life
Time will never heal these wounds inside killing me
Life is pain

Drowning in the sea of my regret
Wishing to move on
From everything that I’ve done to myself

Eternal misery, dead inside
I don’t deserve this life
Destined for failure
Born to die
I will never feel alive

Drowning in the sea of my regret
Wishing to move on
From everything that I’ve done to myself

Destined for failure
Born to die
I will never feel alive Открыть страницу с текстом

Imprisoned by you forever
Living in constant fear every day
Leaving my passions astray
For years I will suffer with this
I may never see the end
Constantly wanting to die
This has become my life
Dark emotions that I have suppressed
Will come back to haunt me until my final breath

Killing me

I never feel okay
I never feel safe

There is nothing that can stop this pain
Years spent chasing a life I can't attain

I am alone
I am a failure
I don’t know myself anymore

I don’t know how to live
I don’t care

Destined for failure
Born to die
I have never felt more alive

Remember the days when I could feel something?
Now everything is fading away

We were friends now you’re a memory
You were never there for me

Trapped forever
Death is peace

No one will care when you leave

I never know what to say

Fuck your scene
Fuck your rules

[I’m] glad I didn't end up like you

Triple six forever

I don’t know why I want to die

As we watch our souls

Decay we all know

That life is pain

Forever we’ve held onto this
Life is nothingness
Forever we’ve held onto this
Life is nothingness Открыть страницу с текстом

You’ve taught me so much
I can’t believe you have died
I will never feel the fucking same
I still think of you every day

Loss is forever Открыть страницу с текстом

[Blind Equation]:
Straight to the gallows never forgiven
All of these demons just want me to give in
It’s never fucking good enough
Please just set me fucking free
I won’t bother you no more
I no longer feel like myself
My entire being is sore

[Natty Gray]:
“Spin the bottle, kiss only the bottle”
酔っぱらったまま まだ飲み過ぎている
Please, please
I’m so tired of feeling sick
助けて 助けて

[Blind Equation]:
As I watch my soul decay
This whole life is 
As I watch my soul decay
This whole life is fucking pain Открыть страницу с текстом

[Blind Equation]:
I won’t listen to what you have to say
I won’t cater to your shitty takes
I have found more peace within
Than you or your shitty fucking clique
Never abiding to your standards
I do what I do, it’s not a fucking crime
You fucking elitist I don’t give a shit
I still write Cybergrind 12 years past its prime

[Zombieshark!]:
I would rather die than think like you
Another dull blade stuck in the sands of time
It wont belong before you’re all alone
Just another fucking person who turn to stone

[Both]:
There is no hatred towards you,
I only wish the best
This mentality we suffer
Has really fucked with our heads


Fuck your scene
Fuck your rules
Fuck your clique
Fuck you

Fuck your scene
Fuck your rules
Fuck your clique
Fuck you Открыть страницу с текстом

Nothing in this life stays forever
We will all diminish and so will our souls

Still dying without a single trace
No imprint, no impact to be made
Forgotten forever
No one will remember

Still dying without a single trace
No imprint, no impact to be made
Forgotten forever
No one will remember Открыть страницу с текстом

[Hot Lettuce]:
They say I care too much
I couldn’t care at all
But my perspective changes
While you’re breaking down these walls
You think that I’m unbothered
Going on my day to day
But I can tell you that
I always fucking feel this way
It’s just that apathy
Never made sense to me
When nothing feels the same
I remember life is pain

[Blind Equation]:
Forever I’ve held onto this
Pouring my heart out
Into nothingness
Searching for closure
When it does not exist
Living for tomorrow
Finding peace in death
Never feel right
Losing this fight
When nothing feels the same
I remember life is pain Открыть страницу с текстом