Weekend Nachos - 2009

Negativity lives and breathes inside of me
It's worthless to think that I'll ever be free
Fuck you
My hate for this world is more than I can take
If you say that you love me, I'll say that you're fake
No one is listening and no one fucking cares
Life is disgusting and nothing is fair
I can't even stand to look you in the eye
You want me to smile, I want you die
You don't have scars and you don't know pain
Violent thoughts are what's left in my brain
Negativity is all that remains. Открыть страницу с текстом

Being with you is wrong, and it's taken too long for me to realize why I've been telling myself lies
Your beauty is unmatched but you're different inside
There's a reason you and your pretty little friends stay away from my kind
I've wandered past enemy lines
I don't belong on your side
It's time for me to say goodbye
Now you're the one who gets denied. Открыть страницу с текстом

If I were in control, you'd all get in a line and I'd cut off your heads on at a time
You mother fuckers would cry and then you would die
Climb the mountain, slowly you arrive
You know your own fate
It's too late to survive because what's done is done
It's too late to run
You would finally see what you had done to me
The pain and terror I've faced since I was old enough to be
But it would be too late for an apology
I want you all to feel as dead as me. Открыть страницу с текстом

My inner demons are set free
Crowded bodies close to me
Bloody fantasies inside my head
Praying that we'll soon be dead
No words could describe how I feel in this place
Staring at everyone's miserable face
This world is my enemy, I have no friends
I'm waiting for the day when it comes to an end Открыть страницу с текстом

You look at your life, as I look at mine
Optimism is poison
Can't choke on false hope
Expect the worst or die naive
Because I refuse to believe
that this world is on my side
You are the reason I suffer
Your laughter is tearing my ears off
Good times are taken from me
Your smile is burning my eyes out
I find discomfort in a world
where you reign supreme
As I sit here alone
looking down at the blackened sky
Your positivity makes my stomach turn
When Hell is on Earth, you'll be the first to burn
I don't want you to ever learn
because I want you to be the first to burn Открыть страницу с текстом

Night after night,
I've lost the fight
Are these walls my friends?
This will never end
The isolation feels right but it doesn't feel nice
Infinite amounts of time to dwell on my past
I don't hate you, I only hate myself
So I lose all hope and forget all my dreams
As I stare at a window,
I am afraid to look out
Unable to move
And I know in my head
I will not survive this tonight
Can't take another day
I will not make it through the night
Will I ever know what's out there?
I think I'd rather be dead than step outside
There's a reason I'm behind bars
Your world means nothing to me
I know where I belong
That's where I'm gonna stay. Открыть страницу с текстом

I'd rather be abused and mocked by your world
Than walk amongst vultures, parasites, and whores
I'll live through your shit and never look you in the eye
Reject what you offer me till the day that I die
Won't conform to your standards
There's got to be another way
I'll take pain over acceptance any day. Открыть страницу с текстом

The minute you're born, you start to feel pain
You enter an ugly world and you go insane
It's the meaning of life
It's a reason to die
From morning to night, experiencing shame
Avoiding new enemies, but playing their games
It's breeding inside and there's nowhere to hide
It's time to give up
It's time to disappear
I don't belong here
There's no one to love
There's nothing left inside
No life left
This is where I stay face down
This is where I don't wake up
This is where I die Открыть страницу с текстом

You're walking home,
I'm right behind
I'll follow you to Hell
Time turns love into fear
You never knew me very well
I've got eyes everywhere
Watching your every move
You can't get away with this
I am following you
You let me in, but you pushed me out
I'm not leaving, it's too late
With a knife in one hand and two eyes full of hate
You're fucking dead
You'll never escape
You'll never escape this
You'll never escape me. Открыть страницу с текстом

You're on stage, you're having fun
You've got fans, you think you've won
I'm not jealous, I'm fucking disgusted
Your attitude cannot be trusted
17 years old and on top of the world
A loser one minute, next you're shitting gold
You're a product of the message board hype machine
You're a flavor of the week in a retarded scene
Shoot you in the head at your sold out show
Shoot you in the head and the scene will know
That you live and you breathe just like everyone else, motherfucker
Shot in the fucking head Открыть страницу с текстом

What the fuck do I owe this world besides misery and pain?
I've died a lonely death on this soil
All that's left are my bloodstains
I observe human life
Nothing seems more absurd
The only solution is death
Make everybody hurt
Burn for every breath
Suffer for every sound
A species unworthy of life
A society gone wrong
Nothing brings out more hate in me than sharing life with another human being
I can no longer deny I am everything I despise
Relieve the world of its cries
This unforgivable existence must die. Открыть страницу с текстом

No punishment could justify the filth you create
Your existence alone spawns a lifetime of hate
You cheat, you steal, you're what I despise
You judge and you profit on nothing buy lies
The unholy unite for a violent revolution
Destroying the church is the only solution
As priests and nuns are burned at the stake
This is the end of your religion
This is the end of your faith. Открыть страницу с текстом