Barbarity - 09. Gap

I'm suffocating I'm not living,
But existing in this damned world
I hate feeling outside being,
Where everything is polluted and destroyed

All around me are fucking creatures
And insects in the form of human scum
These parasites that inhabit
Their burrows and basements, they spawn

They always get out of their
Shit nesting to replenish all
Their stomachs and their rotting brain
Parasites that poison life

These fuckers impose their way of thinking
Show their control, teach us how to living
I only hate it; I hate the stench that comes
From their rotting mouths
From their rotting skulls and fucking bones

There is nowhere to run, my home - my fortress
They are all around like fucking abscess Открыть страницу с текстом

You suffer from being afraid to sleep
Day by day oblivion we keep

Knowing what waits on the other side
This fucking dream will make you cry

You know what agony and fear will experience
When sleep breaks finally your will, saint delirium

It's an eternal
It's never-ending
It's my abnormal
It's fucking nightmare of emptiness

These horrors are so real that you can't find the line between
Of real and crazy dreams, you wander in the mazes of kill

Mazes of unknown in dark
Hands stretching out to find
At least little bit the light
You are in realm despair Открыть страницу с текстом

Millions of screams don't stifle
All the strained nerve ends in my sored brain
Axe and stone, what else do I need to
Go absolutely fucking crazy

As if I didn't see a head smashed
This agony was so intensive
I need a little rest and think
How quickly realize it's over

In the meantime I'll try
Enjoy every moment,
Because I'm burning
Like a dying star

What everyone does when they can't
Feel anything. Backwardness
We must let others feel
Pain to know what we are saved from

Smashing another man's head
In name of their bullshit
And fictional motherfuckers
Show your guts after that

After burning down alive
Unwanted to their welfare
Desire to fuck all holes in corpses
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Knocking out the chair from under feet
Left floating in the air
The path to stars at least became shorter
Don't bother bitches nothing else

The dreams of stupid ugly child
Are about to come true
Flying over endless concrete squares,
Someone sees what's left too

Are they ready to find out where, I was in constraint
When they fed filthy desires, obscuration restraint
I choke obscuration restraint

I was part of it, I don't believe
Did I really want this?
It's probably better to watch someone else's
Guts fall out from cut deep

Fucking life makes me happy with new bright colors
Show another dismembered flesh
Or I need know about this to make my changes
Stupid peace and torment with the blades

We keep throwing up
Sick shove all back

Is there any chance that we will ever digest all?
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You try again to free yourself from horror
By scream in vain trying to wake yourself
You must die

But instead you find yourself in new places
Of your own hell, cold darkness

You are still at the mercy of alien mind
Don't let you go outside
Until he finally destroy all your exist
And fucking slit your wrist

Hell different for everyone and everyone has own
A cup of suffering, under stone

Can you wake up this time, not for you to decide
Everything denied
Your will, body and mind at mercy of the mad
He will enslave triad

You'll never don't wake up, this horror
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Decompose with obscuration
Even before, with your rotten soul

Slippery impulses should be more prudent
And to force stick pieces of glass deep throat them
Scum must know what it's like soar in middle Kingdom
With bloody smile beyond their own ears.

Do what you must, or live
Like rest of us in fear
But it will come, and you can't stop it.
Talk much as you like, we won't live to dawn.

I will try to escape as far as possible
Because what will this doom give me?

She will cut off my limbs, starting with my fingers
And write farewell poems with them, dipping them into open gut of my mind

There only black blood swinging
From my rotten heart.
Remains for you is death rotting
Who knows what else awaits on other side

I created
My own world
Where there are
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I wander through the empty streets of dead city
Where did it come from here, my scars are bleeding
All it reminds old rotten cemetery
Where all the graves are dug and desecrated

City of uncertainty and darkness
Gnarled branches of dead trees
Rest against the severe leaden sky,
But this is not a heaven

We looking into the depths of hell
Alienation is our cell

Thunder and lightning light up my terrified face
A burning wind start rips all my clothes
In my soul, which ready to surrender
To will of providence, only horror

I'm in another strangled dimension, where nothing exists
But fucking nightmare, I pray forever to taken my beast
Again the empty streets of dead city, graveyard without graves
Voices and whispers in my head reminder will lead me to hell

I run, I choke with horror, I'm haunted by visions
I see hopeless of the end. So what is this city?

From where it? It's like a pedestal of death
From where it? It's my eternal reminder Открыть страницу с текстом

Human race has long been murdered destroyed trampled
There is only fucking poor excuse semblance of man
Whey lives only by their laws - don't give a fuck

This bitches walking over corpses
My misanthropy is so strong now
Hate always tearing me apart here
I want to spit in those pig's snouts

I'm waiting for the day of fucking judgment,
When will darkness bury filthy scums under his cover
I know these parasites must die

Graves around people Открыть страницу с текстом