Deadwater Drowning - Sleepwalking With A Knife

Just another day with two empty hands
Drag me through gravel
Take me far from here
Too tired to use my wins
Just do not forget me
Breathe your arson breath
Kiss my cyanide lips
Bliss from a dead embrace
This is how we put an end to each other
Beg for yours
Beg for mine
Bleed again and I give in
Open your mouth
Open my arms
Apologetic death
I'm sorry that it had to come to this
I have grown so sick of this plague of insecurities
I can't trust myself to help myself
And these razors beg for skin
I dance in cold seasons
Numbs hands from distant touch
It's not supposed to hurt this much and I don't know why
This had to be such a game of bleeding thoughts
It's too fucking hard to think about
Memories built from glass
I see you in my dreams more often
Eyes piercing mine
Dead weight, dead stare
Dead to the point that I cannot care
That you, that I
Watch each other bleed and love to cry
Fell in, fell out
Begged on broken knees and a swollen mouth
Held hands, held up
Took everything I have to give and then you gave up
It's probably not as bad as it seems
I am just stuck in my own worst dreams
The ones where you rip my heart from my chest
Come back for a kiss and burn what's left
What a goddamn nightmare
I'm still awake
In my own hell
This is not where I die for you
This is where i stop crying over you
I can't walk away
I'm bound here by hope
Tied here by memories
They hold me steadfast
Drown me in oceans of your failing hands
Subtle and delicate we live this dance
Motions of porcelain
Whispers to the stars
What has brought me this far
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Always and forever
Burned in my hands
The rhythm of the trigger at home within my hands
It hurts me to see you like this
Just one question
How does it feel
Did you ever stop to think
That maybe you're killing me
How I wish that was true
I now wish you would end me
Always and forever
She swallowed
Choked
Broke her neck as she screamed "never"
This ends right here
This ends right now
You're not going home looking like that
Take one for the road
Every second you wasted on breathing
You could have swallowed the blood in your mouth and said you were sorry
If we make it out alive I swear I'll kill myself first
Why would I hurt you?
This will be over soon
Faster than it would take for 6 bullets to reach the back of your skull
Grind my teeth until my gums bleed
Like a bad dream
I wait simply to speak to myself in my sleep
Just like a bad dream
She burnt out faster than I could have ever imagined
Just like a bad dream
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How tired are you now
Can you feel it burning
You would have thought by now
I would have ended my life long ago
For what it's worth, it's really not
For what it is worth
You're already dead
You know it and you love it
Raptures and explosions
Movements slowing into still life
That vacant look in your eye
I've seen it before
In a mirror cracked by anger
What stands frozen before me
once saw myself
And the image broke
By my hands calloused and bruised
Shards of a reflection of self abuse
Embedded in the knuckles of an overanalyzed dream
I no longer sleep to keep from waking up
I've come to the realization that no matter how hard I try I'm only dying
You're only dying
You are dying
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Your hands don't move nearly as fast as your lips do
Promises like empty needles
Set to draw more blood from my heart
Cut off at the wrists
You are not feeling anymore
My Closing Arguments, my last words
This is not the end
Knife in hand, this could solve everything
Cold steel reflecting your pretty face
Prettier as a stab wound
This is almost better than kissing you
Kill all ambition
Sprawled across the floor
Soaked
Soaked in this stolen beauty
It's nice to see you bleeding
It's just not enough to cut you in my dreams
But whose to say I won't think twice before carving out your heart
I can still see your eyes
How beautiful they are
Severed from your skull
Start the fire and burn like a pig
Score one more for team "you're fucked"
When the flames subside I will piss on the ashes
You will see
Underneath these blankets murderous intentions are weak hands
That only wish to feel again
As the screams go unheard
Throw it all away
Your time has come
In the blink of an eye I saw it unfold
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Somewhere between the incision and the stitch I could smell it
Lubricate and stab the innocence from etween her legs
Burning from the inside out and ripping her to shreds
I can smell it burning
All she ever wanted was to break some hearts and suck some dick
She is not leaving until she is covered in vomit
And convulsing on the floor
She begged to be split wide open
From her throat to her cunt
I'm not impressed
How would you like it if I came on your back
How would you like it if I broke it off in your ass
It will take much more than that to separate the two of us
Is it too early to tell you I love you
C'mon baby we can this out together
Is it toolate to ask for my shirts back
I hope you drop dead
Drop fucking dead
I thought we had something going on here
I thought what we had was special
I loved the sound of your voice
But I cannot paint the pictures of your face
I'm coming for you
Confined to a three word lie
Just wait until I find you
So I can shove this in your face
There seems to be an error here in your calculations
I'm not paying for my broken heart
There is only one thing left to say to you
I'm not paying for this Открыть страницу с текстом