Ablaze My Sorrow - If Emotions Still Burn (1996)

As I fell asleep I could hear your scream
As I fell deeper into your my dream - you died

Did I not bleed for you?
Did I not suffer?
Did I not cry for you, my dear?

You took your life, my dear
You entered hell, my love

I want to be with you
Not even death can stop me

I enter the gate of the realm of death
As I face the eternity
I feel the emptiness and desperation

"In the darkest place of this Earth
Where the wild wolves are howling"

I seem to be one with the winds
As I soar through the air

I took my life, my dear
I entered hell, my love

As I fell asleep you could hear me scream
As you fell deeper into your dream - I died
Forever - resting in hell

This is the way of my living
This is the choice of my life
Will I be weak and obey you?
No, I'll stand strong and be me

I deny - your god
And all that - he stands for
I can't - understand
How someone - can follow your pathetic lies

I spit on you and I spit on your god
I have chosen my way to live

You say that I shall love
I say that I shall hate

If Jesus made wine out of water
Then I'll make wolves out of sheep

Dead birds fall from the sky
Just like the rain an October night
The sun has stopped shining
Never again to spread its light

If emotions still burn
They'll soon be brought to ashes
Just like a withering flower
They'll slowly fade away

The place you've named paradise
Was burnt to ashes ages ago
An eternal landscape of ashes and dust
The end is here, face it and enjoy it

Without noticing the pouring rain
I sliced my wrist with my knife
I couldn't ignore the endless pain
The last thing in my dreary life

"Dark clouds filled the open sky
My heart was filled with hate
I bent down on my knees and cried
Is this really my fate?"

"I'll never again see the sun rise
Cause now I'm in my eternal bed
Death is so sweet and nice
And I enjoy being dead"

On this, my last journey

On my black horse I ride
Towards the end of time
By the christians you were sentenced and died
Burned at the stake to redeem your crime

As the autumn leaf in the purling rill
My people followed their lie
But for you sake my queen
I'll scournfully watch them die

My utter denial of their god
Makes me divine
Their death will be
The ultimate revenge of mine

Shining bright but yet so dark
Full of love but yet so spiteful
Devoted to the mightiest of all powers
I whisper thy name in my dream

Rise above the storming sea
Come forth and unite with me
My goddess of lust and desire
Come forth and release your fire

Mesmerized by your beauty
I gaze into your eyes
Dreaming away, far away
Into another sphere

As the sky turns black
My hunger sets in
My hunger for killing and slaying
I raise my fist against the northern sky
As I scream in anguish and in pain

The blood from your veins caress my skin
As my battle against mankind goes on
I will keep on killing
Until mankind forever is gone

When the night fades away
I return to my deep cold cave
Longing for the next night to arrive

The arrival of the black northern sky
The arrival of the battle-divine

For hundreds of years I've struggled
Never to surrender, never to die
I'm immortal. I'm the battle-divine

I've travelled through ages to find you
And finally you're mine
You'll die for me, the battle-divine

Betrayer - you'll die by my fire
My fire - the everlasting pain

Alone I wonder in this misty forest
In this my (own) world of darkness
There are no lights that show me the way
The screams from my past surround me

The rain that falls tastes like blood
The blood that falls enchantes my soul
The chickets around me burn like fires
The fires around me enchantes my soul

Fear ain't a part of me, my feelings are no longer mine
Here in this my kingdom
Where the trees are my people
and the rivers my servants

The rain that falls tastes like blood
The blood that falls enchantes my soul
The chickets around me burn like fires
The fires around me enchantes my soul

Is this a dream or is this me?