Mental Discipline - My Madhouse

I’m gonna change my mind to make my heart stronger
'Cause every time we fight you want me just to suffer longer
It doesn’t matter how I will survive
Without you I keep myself alive

I'm gonna try to take all the moments back again
'Cause nothing's left for me to stop this endless pain
My desperation helps me to forget your face
But I have to admit some things are painful to erase

We are walking in two different ways
We have a different destination
I hope I'll never see you all these days
And will forget your eyes full of passion
We are walking in two different lines
We must decide it now or never
If it’s impossible to change our lives
Go away or stay together

Forever

We are walking in two different ways
I hope I'll never see you all these days
We are walking in two different lines
If it’s impossible to change our lives

We are walking in two different ways
We have a different destination
I hope I'll never see you all these days
And will forget your eyes full of passion
We are walking in two different lines
We must decide it now or never
If it’s impossible to change our lives
Go away or stay together

Forever
Forever

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Cold as an autumn rain
Inside my soul I feel such pain
It cuts me like a knife
I wish you never crossed my life

Believe me it’s the end
And you can stop now to pretend
You only love yourself
Don’t wanna be a thing you have

So open wide the door
No need to keep me any more
Can’t promise we’ll stay friends
That’s how the story comes to end

I see the fading sun
You've really made me come undone
Enough with your deceit
I do not want my heart to bleed

I don’t believe your stories
'Cause when I see your eyes
I understand your feelings
Were nothing but disguise
My dearest dreams and wishes
I ever shared with you
Are gone away forever
Never to come true

I don’t believe your stories
'Cause when I see your eyes
I understand your feelings
Were nothing but disguise
My dearest dreams and wishes
I ever shared with you
Are gone away forever
Never to come true...

I hope you will remember
These last words that I say
I wish I never met you
And never crossed your way

And if I ever see you
Someday, somewhere, somehow
I will not fall for you, girl
'Cause now you've lost your crown

I don’t believe your stories
'Cause when I see your eyes
I understand your feelings
Were nothing but disguise
My dearest dreams and wishes
I ever shared with you
Are gone away forever
Never to come true

I don’t believe your stories
'Cause when I see your eyes
I understand your feelings
Were nothing but disguise
My dearest dreams and wishes
I ever shared with you
Are gone away forever
Never to come true...

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Neon light is shining
On your velvet skin and diamond eyes
It's no use denying
You are running from the paradise
But the gates are hidden
And the key is lost inside your heart
Winter feels much colder
Tearing our world apart

So we fall to pieces
You did not want to die or live
Wasted are your feelings
And still it's so hard to believe
That we fall to pieces
There are no reasons to go on
You have lost your feelings
And now you suffer on your own

Do you hear me calling?
Trying not to make the same mistakes
As your eyes get blurry
And you feel this pain will never end
Final fantasy turning
Before the fear deletes your face
Run away, run away from here
Never to return to my embrace

So we fall to pieces
You did not want to die or live
Wasted are your feelings
And still it's so hard to believe
That we fall to pieces
There are no reasons to go on
You have lost your feelings
And now you suffer on your own

Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces
You did not want to die or live
Wasted are your feelings
And still it's so hard to believe
That we fall to pieces
There are no reasons to go on
You have lost your feelings
And now you suffer on your own

Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces
Fallen, fallen to pieces

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I see shadows walking side by side
I want you to be my only guide
Turn off the lights, in darkness I trust
All your dreams will burn into dust

I'm the creation from evil seeds
Nightmare is drowning into your sleep
Turn off the lights I`m calling to stay
All angels and demons from yesterday

Stop screaming inside my head
My heart is bleeding in your hand

I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground
I am the darkness, I am the light
I’m getting closer, coming into your mind

I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground
I am the darkness, I am the light
I’m getting closer, coming into your mind

I’m getting closer, coming into your mind

I am walking to the valley of death
To give you freedom, to give you breath
I am walking to the valley of life
To find the waters where I want you to dive

Angels will reach me and spread my wings
Demons will guide me to broken dreams
Hailing the point of no return
Which of the evils you choose to burn?

I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground
I am the darkness, I am the light
I’m getting closer, coming into your mind

I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground
I am the darkness, I am the light
I’m getting closer, coming into your mind

Coming into your mind
I am the Devil, I am the God
Reaching the stars and falling back to the ground

I am the Devil, I am the God
I am the darkness, I am the light
Coming into your mind

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Six long years in the darkness and cold
With so many problems that cannot be solved
Every day I try to cure my madness inside
But still I’m stuck in a madhouse that’s called my life

Hold me closer, hold me stronger
Take care of me
Bring me medicine, give me water
And I’ll make you see

Welcome to my madhouse
I see you, I feel you
If we can split our hearts
I know my dreams will become true
Welcome to my madhouse
Save me, help me
All we need is several hours
There’s no way to be cured

Crawling slowly into my head
Make me believe that I’m not going mad
Injections you deliver can’t help me anymore
I wanted you to cure me but now I’m not so sure

Hold me closer, hold me stronger
Take care of me
Bring me medicine, give me water
And I’ll make you see

Welcome to my madhouse
I see you, I feel you
If we can split our hearts
I know my dreams will become true
Welcome to my madhouse
Save me, help me
All we need is several hours
There’s no way to be cured

Hold me closer, hold me stronger
Take care of me
Bring me medicine, give me water
And I’ll make you see

Welcome to my madhouse
I see you, I feel you
If we can split our hearts
I know my dreams will become true
Welcome to my madhouse
Save me, help me
All we need is several hours
There’s no way to be cured

There’s no way to be cured
There’s no way to be cured

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Hey, I know what do you feel
The deepest things you can't reveal
I've come to take you far from here

Pain and sorrow on your way
I will make them go away
Time has come and you should know I'm the one

These cruel words they say to you
Yes, I know the hurt they do
Many times I heard them too

Please come closer, take my hand
And believe in what I said
Don't you fear, I will take you far from here

Over the day, into the night
Like two birds in endless flight
Over horizon we are flying tonight
I want to hold you in my hands
And to fill your emptiness
Over horizon we are flying tonight

Clouds are passing far beneath
You can fly, if you believe
Look at me, I will guide you to be free

Over the day, into the night
Like two birds in endless flight
Over horizon we are flying tonight
I want to hold you in my hands
And to fill your emptiness
Over horizon we are flying tonight

Over the day, into the night
Like two birds in endless flight
Over horizon we are flying tonight
I want to hold you in my hands
And to fill your emptiness
Over horizon we are flying tonight

Over horizon we are flying tonight
Over horizon we are flying tonight

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Pray for me...
Pray for me...

Pray for me until there is no rain on the street
Pray for me until my broken heart stops to bleed
Look at me until you see no tears on my face
Set me free and let me disappear from this place

I tried my best to make you see the truth
Pray for me...
But it's so hard, you look around with your eyes closed
Pray for me...
My dearest friend I have to go, but promise me
That you will keep my final words in memory

Don’t believe anyone, just believe in yourself
Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have
Turn your eyes to the sky, realize you are free
But I'm begging you, please, pray for me

Pray for me until there is no rain on the street
Pray for me until my broken heart stops to bleed
Look at me until you see no tears on my face
Set me free and let me disappear from this place

Pray for me
Oh, pray for me

There is a point where everything begins and ends
Pray for me...
My time is lost, I could not hold it in my hands
Pray for me...

Don't believe anyone, just believe in yourself
Leave all doubts behind, use the strength that you have
Turn your eyes to the sky, realize you are free
But I’m begging you, please, pray for me

Pray for me until there is no rain on the street
Pray for me until my broken heart stops to bleed
Pray for me until there is no rain on the street
Pray for me until my broken heart stops to bleed
Look at me until you see no tears on my face
Set me free and let me disappear from this place

Pray for me...
Oh, pray for me...

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Where is the sun that shines so warm?
Why is the sky so full of storm?

I'm on the run from your cage of gold
No matter if outside's so cold
I'll do my best to get out of your hold

Don't you see I'm not your slave
The way you want me to behave
I cannot stand, I'll never change my mind
'Cos I am not so blind
I choose my own way to live
Want you to know I still can breathe
And I don't need your precious paradise
'Cos it's not worth the price

Where is a place of peace and quiet?
Why is the wind so cold and wild?

The skies are falling down on me
But I'll be strong and you will see
I'm not the one you wanted me to be (you wanted me to be)

Don't you see I'm not your slave
The way you want me to behave
I cannot stand, I'll never change my mind
'Cos I am not so blind
I choose my own way to live
Want you to know I still can breathe
And I don't need your precious paradise
'Cos it's not worth the price

Don't you see I'm not your slave
The way you want me to behave
I cannot stand, I'll never change my mind
'Cos I am not so blind
I choose my own way to live
Want you to know I still can breathe
And I don't need your precious paradise
'Cos it's not worth the price

'Cos I am not so blind
'Cos it's not worth the price

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Many wasted years have left behind
Nothing but the misery inside
All I know is just one thing for sure
I don't wanna bear it anymore

You could be the one to get me out
From the claws of misery and doubt
'Cause I see the shining of your light
I won't let this moment pass me by

In the moment that lies between us now
Shine on me with your light
I just wanna be honest to the end
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to see behind my eyes
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to look into my heart

Trying to push memories aside
To the darkest corners of my mind
But the scars of past they still feel sore
I don't wanna feel it anymore

Help me to restore my peace of mind
Heal me with your shining golden light
As I see you coming closer now
Promise, I will never let you down

In the moment that lies between us now
Shine on me with your light
I just wanna be honest to the end
Shine on me with your light

In the moment that lies between us now
Shine on me with your light
I just wanna be honest to the end
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to see behind my eyes
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to look into my heart

In the moment that lies between us now
Shine on me with your light
Shine on me with your light
I just wanna be honest to the end
Shine on me with your light
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to see behind my eyes
Shine on me with your light
Shine on me with your light
I just want you to look into my heart

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Every person has a shield that covers from the crowd
Our life is a battlefield, all you need is to look around
When there’s nothing to believe
When there’s no one you can trust
Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us

Every morning I wake up
Many bad thoughts in my head
Bleeding heart wants just to stop
But I know it’s not the end

There is nothing I believe
There is no one I can trust
It’s not easy but I don’t want to give up

So many times I washed my hands
With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me

You will ask once again
Is it possible to live...
...when there’s no one I can trust?
...when there’s nothing to believe?

You will never understand
The bitter way I live my life
There’s the only thing you know
This way keeps me alive

So many times I washed my hands
With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me

So many times I washed my hands
With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me

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All people say that you never forgive mistakes
So know, I’m waiting for you to take action...
I used to love you too, but now it seems
That you are deaf and blind and show no reaction (show no reaction)

What do you want from me?
I gave you all what you can see
But now I try to understand
Is it true, do you pretend?
What do you want from me?
What kind of fool have I to be
But now I try to understand, but I can’t see
What do you want from me?

All people say that you care too much (care too much)
Still millions of people are dying in silence (dying in silence)
Forgive me, but I think you’re not so kind (not so kind)
And if I’m wrong, please stop the violence

What do you want from me?..
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?..
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?

What do you want from me?

What do you want from me?
I gave you all what you can see
But now I try to understand
Is it true, do you pretend?
What do you want from me?
What kind of fool have I to be
But now I try to understand, but I can’t see
What do you want from me?

What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?
What do you want from me?

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