Spite - Despise

I am not your friend (it's just me)
Not here for the hangs or the good times
There is so much work to be done
And my concern lies with none of you
It's just me (just me)
Just me (just me)
And that's how it's supposed to be
You're old news (old news)
Old tunes (old tunes)
Not going to follow your made up shit rules (so go lose)
Where the hell is all the ethic?
This has never been a joke to me
Respect until disrespected
Put my enemies in the ground
Ridding all reputations
Live and die by the anvil scream
Hard work speaks plenty itself
Once the mic's in my hands, you are all fucking doomed
You're all doomed
They say it's not about competition
So why is there a knife at my throat?
Your failure is a decision
Someone's gotta stay on top and that fucker is me (just me)
Just me (just me)
Because that's how it's supposed to be
You're old news (old news)
Old tunes (old tunes)
I'll make my own damn rules
So to hell with you (with you)
Fuck you (fuck you)
You can dish but can't take poor you
Someone's gotta stay on top of this shit show
And I will make sure that motherfucker is me
Kill 'em all, kill 'em all
This is an execution, put them in the fucking ground
This is an execution, you people are disposable
I've said it before, this is survival of the fittest
Long live the SPITE fucking cult, motherfucker
I apologize for mastering my craft
My mistake for putting all your jobs at stake
Must be hard always being someone's bitch
Remember your false entitlement when you open my stage
I have no fucking boss; no one runs my show
Myself over you lame ass motherfuckers,
Stick your fat nose up at me, and I'll shove it up your fucking skull
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I'll end up in the dark but I accepted my fate the day I learned of my rage,
I know my way around this place taking names and reserving seats in oblivion. Go!

Hell waits for you
Take the cross you love so much
Lick it all around
Set it on fire
Turn it upside down
And shove it up your fucking cunt!
Shove it up your fucking cunt
Yeah!
Shove it up your fucking cunt
Fuck!
Jesus Christ, feet-first, going up your fucking... cunt!
I try to find a reason
Amen,
Amen!
Another dumb bitch bites the fucking dust!
I swallowed my hatred for five fucking years
Sitting in rejection, indignation
Yeah!
Opening your trap doesn't give you any kind of privilege
You're nothing fucking special!
Holy child
A rotting pile
Another waste of fucking life
Fuck you fucking both!

Fuck you fucking both!
Do you kneel the same way when sucking dick to say your fucking prayers?
Hung crucified, perished in agony, so you can spawn more fucking scum
I wish you endless pain

I wish you endless pain!
The Father, the Son, the Holy who-gives-a-fuck?
Can we lay this shit to rest?
Take the nails from your hands and from your feet
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I trapped myself here with all eyes locked on me
Except the ones that I adore (that I adore)
I can't speak, I lash out
Find me convulsing on the fucking floor
Stare at the wall and strain until my head explodes
'Cause no ones coming through that fucking door
Fuck, no, God dammit, no!
(No!) Don't give a fuck how you're feeling
(No!) Don't give a fuck about what you have to say
Don't care if someone has it worse than me
Tomorrow does not hold a better day
I'll do whatever it takes to make you look at me that way again (just look at me)
To make you lost in me like I'm lost in you
I'll do whatever it fucking takes
To ruin, to haunt you
To make you lesser, to break you the fuck down,
Irrelevant, isolate
Last night I put my belt around my neck
But I'm still here, still a fucking wreck
I guess I'm just selfish; I needed something permanent
I'll no longer be degraded; I'll just decompose
Terrible memories in once wonderful places
I can't seem to find the the beauty in anything anymore
Drown me in the ocean you hold on your eyes
Drown me [3x]
Drown me, fucker
Drown me [3x]
Yeah this is how I'll fucking die
Hold my head under wet lying lips
Kiss me goodbye (goodbye)
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Spite cult motherfucker!

I've made plans for the end (this is the end)
I'm cutting all my ties (I am the end)
Feel all hearts collapse in my own hands
I am the earths demise
Motherfucker
Everybody wants something from me
No respect they just take everything
I want to squeeze their eyes out
I want to squeeze their eyes out
Fuck
Stay fucking angry
Misery
Misery
Get the fuck away from me
Act on impulse
Pissed off and violent I'm taking this out on you
Push my thumbs deep into your eyes
I can feel your brains (I'm not insane)
Oozing in my hands (I'm not insane)
I want to eat your brains (I'm not insane)
I WANT TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING FACE
And now I sit here with a mans whole life buried under my finger nail
And now I sit here picking his memories from between my teeth
And there's nothing wrong with me
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It's kill or be fucking killed
Give it up
Exhausted from pathetic fucking try-hards disgracing the hustle
A bunch of narcissistic look-at-me's false claiming the rulers throne
Do you have a single thing to offer that's not a trend or that has not been done before?
Another complaint
Over saturating my home
You had made yourself a sheep
These fuckers always want to be a victim
So come one let's put their blood on the table
I would rather lead the pack of wolves
Weed out the weak let them make our bellies full
It's kill or be fucking killed
No room to inhale
Leave nothing for you scavenger fucks
I am not flattered
I am honestly fucking insulted
So fuck off
I am king of this jungle and I sentence you to death
I am leader of this pack and we are hunting
We are aiming for your fucking neck
Carefully crafted social personas
Do you even know who the fuck you are?
Another no one trying to get a play at my game
Fuck out of my face you're entitled to nothing
People pleasers
Ass kissers
And fucking leeches
Are not welcome in this cult
We are all-seeing
Soul-eating
Fear-nothing beings
Walk with me
This is the outsiders' rise
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A new world where oceans run red
Structures are made from stacked and sewn limbs
Consequence of a life and foundation made from dead gods and a rotting old book
I brought down the sky
Tore a hole in the clouds and pulled the angels from their thrones
I made peace with hell
Become one with the devil and one with the snake
With broken wings and dead lights
The "blessed" now face the unfortunate and the damned
Stare into the face of those you have forsaken
The everlasting life you were promised was a lie
You did this to yourself
You're not "blessed"
You're fucking spoiled
You forgot about those who were born to die
Fuck a god that plays favorites
Do as I say or you're not welcome in my gates
Believe in me or you're not welcome to the holy land
What about those who were never exposed?
Doomed from birth
God forbid
I fucking think for myself
Fuck no
I refuse
I refuse
Religion where a killer
Can pray on his death bed for forgiveness
And is welcome to the light
But a good man without faith
Is casted like trash to the dark
This is why I'm fucking faithless
Fuck a god that plays favorites
I created a new life after death
Welcome to the kingdom of guts
Where actions have a consequence
Death is eternal
Live forever in agony
This is where you belong
This is where you belong
I created this monster
I am abominable
Cut them up yeah cut them up
Welcome to the kingdom of guts
Eat shit
Eat shit
Put your fucking face in it
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The lump in my gut is a constant reminder of all the disappointment
Webs that arc over my stomach leave me a stranger in my own bed
People come and people go, feeding off of other lost vessels
I'm never quite all there
My desire to hurt myself hurts everyone else
Everything is my own fault, but I'm in love
At least I think so, I got to be in love with something
Is it the reality or the dream?
I always see one face in the black
How do I stay faithful without faith?
I am destructive, I am destruction
Picking myself apart, I'll wander forever
My future is sold (is sold), never and always want to be alone
Good intentions make loud the off beating of your heart
Skin's tight against the bone
Nothing is beautiful!
Nothing is beautiful [8x]
My future is sold
Never and always want to be alone
Good intentions make loud the off beating of your heart
Skin's tight against the bone
I'm dragged across the pavement but not bloodied by the street
The weather never makes a goddamn choice
Still not ill from the cold nor heat
Take my skin and leave me bare
Stay warm and sleep, I'll drive
A breathing ache
The ever lonely road, open and empty
The night makes the road feel endless
My fate seems to come alive
A pile to be cleaned up in the morning so that others may move on with their lives
The glowing lights peer back at me
My nails draw blood in my palms
They're ready to jump
This career was always suicide
Lesson learned
Happiness and hope end in the death
Love ends in death
Nothing is beautiful!

Let me be clear
You are entitled to nothing [4x] Открыть страницу с текстом

Diving deep into the depths of my mind
Abysmal thoughts that haunt me in the night come to life
Obsessing over brutality, violence directing my morality
Starve the helpless, torture the innocent
Shut up, shut up, shut the fuck up
There is no fucking God your dumb ass really thought
Close your eyes and fold your hands recite this ancient prayer
Worship this invisible entity and blessed be your family
If he loved you so much then question his mistake
If there really is a God then why would he create me?
God fearing when you should fear me
Abomination Jesus for the rich
Jesus for the privileged
Oh what a fucking luxury it just be
Holding on to your imagination past ten years of age
So tell me, do you wanna have some fun?
So tell me, do you wanna see some blood?
The best parts of life benefit number one
The one you idolize died a slave
He chose to break
You got me fucked up if you think
I'll ever bow to someone's power trip held together by child-like ideals
Pay attention (to me)
Offer everything (to me)
Throw a fit when things don't seem to go my way
Get fucked
Old T for those who pray to an angry God
The new T for those who kneel to a "loving" god
There is a story for whatever the fuck helps your case
Do me a favor and pray he ends the human fucking race
Abomination, annihilation, obliteration, extermination
While your head's in the clouds, mine's trapped in a cell
While you look to the skies, I'm in my personal hell
Nothing to lose in a world where nothing is beautiful
There is only hate, black and gray executes all vision of hope
I feel like I'm dying and I have no reason for holding on
The pain so sharp
Cut, cut
Slice away [4x]
Crippling depression
The room is falling apart on me
I exhaust myself to breathe
No endgame, dry heaving
No fucking purpose, pointless freedom
An infinity of agony, help me, help me
I'm screaming, I'm screaming
Just fucking end me, I don't wanna live amidst all this misery
Just when you think you found peace
Just when you think things might be okay
Remember one thing:
That nothing is beautiful
Nothing is beautiful [2x]
Nothing [3x]
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I'm peering straight down at myself
In this place we are 2 of 3
We are not alone, I can sense the presence of evil
I'm cold stiff, I'm petrified
In the ceiling, in the wood, in the walls
He hisses, he laughs, he makes himself known to me
I'm shaking, he's coming close
Not knowing who is real, I ask myself
What do I do? [2x]
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Scraping by in this cesspool, take your life's worth, wipe your ass with it
Makes me fucking sick, look down at me forget the word "respect"
An over abundant feeling of self-importance, you're all full of shit
Everyone's wearing someone else's face
Blindly following rusted traditions, afraid of everything
I am so fucking over it, I am over human life
I hate the sound of you breathing
I hate that you're alive, so fucking die I've embraced my imperfections, I'll do with the world as I will
The hunt is on, I can taste you on my tongue
Turn me on, I want to feel you panic
I want to feel your anxiety keep screaming, keep screaming for me
Are you afraid?
Have you ever even thought that you might go this way?
Know that you'll die at my pleasure, salivating
I can smell it, fresh meat aroused by violence I'm fucking hard just knowing you're in anguish
Touching myself to the stench of your fear
Pushing farther using every orifice for satisfaction
Pink and red, pink and red, pink and red!
Spilling out your head, pink and red, I want you fucking dead I've thought it over 1000 times, all the ways I can cross this line
I want to rip my way inside
End your shitty excuse of a fucking life
Die! I'm fucking going to hell to sit at the side of Satan
But before I'm dragged beneath the dirt, I'll erase every trace of you I'll kill your family; I always hated them
Set fire to your dreams and piss on the ashes
Slaughter your friends just for knowing your name
And when I'm done with them
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