Aphonic Threnody - Locura

The light plays this beautiful tune
A song I strain to hear, its too far away
Caught on a wind thats rushing past me
The darkness comes on a gentle breeze

Pretending To comfort but suffocating
Pretending

How can the world feel so dark?
It always seems like there is so much light
But there’s nothing without darkness
Light wouldnʼt exist

Why does it feel, feel so dark?
The light doesn't balance me?
My success leaves me ungrateful
My failures consume my soul

Dust breathe
Earth breathe
Autumn leaves fall
Gathering memories
I longed for death
But found no peace
A rotten carcass
That fades into the suns release

Dust breathe
Earth breathe
Candles that burn on empty
Autumn leaves fall
Gathering memories past
I longed for death
But found no peace
A rotten carcass
That fades into the suns release

I hide this darkness
This deep abyss within
Each lie and a smile make it grow

Deeper, I fear one day it will win
Thereʼs more shades of black than I know
Shades that are deeper and darker
Than every day that came before

Pretending
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What does it feel like to be carefree?
What is confidence? What is kindness?
What is happiness? What is contentment?
If all these things have answers
That are different to each person,
How can they have answers at all?

Does it even matter?
Does it even matter? At all!!!
What is sorrow? What is pain?
Does it even matter?
Does it even matter?
At all!!!
What is upsetting? What is frightening?
What scares you? Who are you?
Why wonʼt you leave me alone?
Why do you have to ask so many questions?
Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!!
What is sorrow? What is pain?
Does it even matter? Does it even matter? At all!!!

Why do you never ask the right thing?
Why do you think you know me?
Why can you never be wrong?
Questions, Questions
Conversation, Conversation Открыть страницу с текстом

Oscura, Enferma, Desierta, Eterna
Incierta y descompuesta, Descomunal Locura!
Naces dentro y mueres fuera
Llevas desde lejos, lejos, muy cerca
Y el imperio del tiempo Lo oculto y la luz
Se va, junto a tu cordura Maldita Locura!
Naces dentro y mueres fuera!
Llevas desde lejos, muy cerca

Envuelto desapareces
En el fuego que controla tu miseria
Muriendo esperas, tu miseria

Locura Enferma e Incierta
Nos quitas, nos das, nos quieres y nos odias
Desconocidos Descomunal
Naces dentro y mueres fuera
Deseo dejar lo que siento
No deseas estar donde estas
Ni quieres a quienes te quieren
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There are no conquerors without goals
There is no life, There is nothing!

The silence
That man bring a barbed lightning
The silence
That man bring a barbed lightning
And urged to die among the clouds

Your narcissistic
Lives between liars
Silence, Its gone
All is gone, Nothing

He become the sun and the light
By night the moon and the stars
Alone, the shadows in your tears
While the silence, a devil inside

Like a white canvas
Through your veins
Tinted by shame
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The vast expanse before me
Opening up my soul
Clearing my mind of sorrow
But nothing, nothing lasts forever

The waves come crashing
Crashing so hard upon me
Crushing my hope
Filling my soul with hate

The vast expanse before me
Opening up my soul
Clearing my mind of sorrow
But nothing, nothing lasts forever
The waves come crashing

I thought I was looking at freedom
But those dreams evade me
I can’t see through the storm then..
The depths of the ocean are above me
Dragged down to the depths

Taken into the wreckage
To live the rest of my wasted life
To live the rest of my wasted life
I can’t see through the storm then..
The depths of the ocean are above me
I thought I was looking at freedom
But those dreams evade me

I search through the maze
Looking for an out
The air escapes me
I inhale my destiny
All I feel now is the
Coldness I’ve always felt
Drifting alone as I have always done
Nothing is different
Now this is forever
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Free me I’m trapped here
Help me I’m burning
Save me I’m broken
The fires burn deep within

I feel it
It begins to heat my soul
So comforting
Then it’s too hot it burns within

It consumes me, It consumes me
I am swallowed up into
Those once comforting flames
My past laid in front of me
Played out over and over

My soul blackens with hate
Then I see that light
That tiny flutter of hope
I feel myself strengthen
I will rise from deep within

There’s nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
I watch myself fall from grace
There’s nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
I watch myself fall from grace

The ashes form around me
Protecting me from the flames
An armour of hope
I step from the flames reborn

There’s nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
I watch myself fall from grace
There’s nothing I can do
Nothing I can say
I watch myself fall from grace

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