Coedwig Machen - Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State

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Hideous thoughts are distorting my perception, Am i wandering eternal in a dreamlike state
A tranquil coma forever in slumber or just continuing the struggle through this attempt at life

Alone with visions of misery and death
contemplating the journey to ending this existence , Removing the entity
To be consumed by the earth and all matters
of life that dwell within it

To leave this world behind and the cancer that feasts away at it,
that devours my body and soul,
Bringing the resentment torturing the agony ,
Let me be in peace

But it dwells so deep within brings fourth the suffering
It is what i loathe this gift called life

Another passing hour nothing but death fills my world
Everyone has gone all have left me
The days now merged together time has ceased to exist here
In this black hole cold and dark

A crypt i will never leave but one day will be found, A shadow of a being lost to life
Imperative death to bring myself to rest
My fear now leaves me and i succumb to the black
Beginning to find peace as i cut the strings of life, Cutting myself from this world all it's agony horror and disgust
Now to sleep…