Darkness By Oath - My Own Mind

The final triumph of my creation
The ecstasy of decay
A little game with infame emotions
After all this years

Winter starts in one day
Is the beginning of the moons domain
I ask myself why is the hell
My only paradise

Her diabolical beauty enchanted my mind
Long lost time covers my lies
Out from the frozen lakes,
Illusions torment me, disturbing my peace

Vanish from this insane World
Shades of existence
Please burn me alive and forget me,
Dreams are the madhouse of lovers

As cold as ice
There is not turning back
I'm killing myself
Bleeding for my sins

When pride is about to die
Resounds the silence in my heart
To remember that I'm near to disappear

Alone, across the illogical reasons
Nobody lost hope
But like a lost feelings
There isn't light behind me

Enter my blackened kingdom
Kingdom of pain,
Crimes of passion and crimes of hate
Nothing is ever the way it should be
My end is coming, my end is here

Open the book of empty pages
What do you see?
Pain in life cuts like a sharpened knife

Enter in my blackened kingdom
Kingdom of pain,
Crimes of passion and crimes of hate
Nothing is ever the way it should be
My end is coming, my end is here

Close your eyes
Surpass your throat, we bleed together
Like an ever flowing stream
Nothing is ever the way it should be
My end is coming my end is here

What this mirror shows
Is the real you
Not your face
But the inside

All those fears, hidden thoughts
Arise from your inner self
All that fury and anger
Locked up in your flesh

Visions of dead bodies, keep you asleep at night
A thousand screaming faces, crying out that loud
Bleeding eyes are blinded, erased is their sight
Million souls being tortured, closed their mouths

Faces, crying out
Bodies, laying down
Memories, that surround
Torture, what they've found

Coloured sights are turning dark
All your dreams is what you have
Don't even think about looking back
What once was your face now is a masque

We are alive to enjoy
But the rot sets in
You always decay before
Like a lance
Sharp lance
Like a macabre sharp lance
Tainted me

I escape from all
My brain in the wall
I escape from you
There is nothing before

Rebuilt your life and think
Is this what I am?
Nothing's forever
Like a shot
Diabolic shot
Like a bloody diabolic shot
Finnish me

I escape from all
My brain in the wall
I escape from you
There is nothing before

Walk behind of sadness
To? see the frustration of truth
To see that I'm real
And my soul will bleed again

The God that moves away
From the kingdom of denial
In the wisdom of
You lost your reincarnation

I want to fall, into the end of all my fears
Into the skies of silence
In your infinite dreams

The God that moves away
From the kingdom of denial
In the wisdom of lakes
You lost your reincarnation

Take me to the garden of origin
Of upcoming downfall

Everlasting time, travelling between
The only thing I see,
The only thing I know

The God that moves away
From the kingdom of denial
In the wisdom of lakes
You lost your reincarnation

Always, looking for a prey
As a hungry wolf
I need to leave it, is an agony
It's like a fucking hell

Always, tries to snatch
My mind is not mine

Like an immortal flame inside
It wants to destroy my soul
I need to leave it, is an agony
It's like a fucking hell

Always, tries to snatch
My mind is not mine

A violent impulse takes control of me

I'm not the owner of my acts
I'm its servant
Now I'm the owner of another life
The one that I'm going to steal

I hope that this can be the last time
And someday,
My mind will return to me

After that wall Is hidden what I desire
Her body
Her soul
An only memory

Have it between my arms
Was my greatest dream
Her caresses
Her kisses
An only memory

Maybe I'll forget
That she's not next to me

In my dreams there are things
They couldn't know
It's said she has crossed
The borderline

Only a step Separates you
From the abyss
Resurrection
No tomorrow
It's the end!

Something burns inside me when waking up
From false dreams that you forced me not to forget

Past beliefs and beyond myself
I'm falling down where ruins serve as shelter

Once I got to do a murder
Blood splattered your face gives way to a new dawn

Do you remember when we were friends?
As nobody wanted to help us,
We had to demonstrate
That nothing or nobody will make us fall

For a long time everything was silence
Until arrived her last hour
We knew that is was going to happen
And we decided to do it

You punched her until she lost the sense
While I cut the neck of her brother
She obtained what she was looking for
We finished with her laughter

It was wonderful
When she woke up
And she could see

Her fucking brother
Died bleeding
Like a fucking pork

Now try to remember
The next time that you'll see us
That everything was
Only a nightmare

Years of self inflicted damage
Surviving on an almost dead body
Soul scars trying to surface
From your dirty and rotten skin

You feel guilty and disgusted
Can't even stand your own breath or smell
Fighting against self-imposed condemn

That soon will become eternal hell,
Living in a self imposed condemn
Eternal hell,
Living in a self-imposed condemn

Still feeling strong
Although there's a little chance
Your body reacts
Gets new shape and form
We are made of pieces
Reborn every time we fall
Helped by the strength and anger
That is delivered from us

React, reform, a new one is
Still, strong, getting shape and

A voice is telling me
Not to do it again
That everything must finish
Is this the end?

The voice is high and pitched
It's an unbearable weight
Thousand images disturb me

I take a gun and put it in my mouth
The cold tact of the steel

The finger in the trigger,
Hatred for my heart
Pain destroys my soul

Time to say all is over
My hope has set down,
As I suffer bleeding with me

All is lost!