Bhelliom - What Once Has Been

Life draws a line and you writhe in pain
Caught in a devious tide, through the mental chain
You watch with horror, when hope turns to dust
Sieve through the pieces, tainted memories with rust

How long will you wither?, how long will you cry?
How long do you weep till you eyes become dry?
The time is now, stand up and be tall
Face up strong, the Pride before the mighty fall

Through your growing fear, for all that you can see
Cries of despair, fuels your misery
Tear down your wall, from darkness towards light
Climb out from oblivion, it’s yours to fight!

You don’t need immortality when facing the enemy
You don’t need insanity when facing the enemy

Open your eyes and see the light, quell the inner violence deep inside..

This isn’t the failure, this isn’t the end
Morph into your demon self, prepare for the mend
Rise above all, transcend towards life
Culprit of fear, further away from strife

You don’t need immortality when facing the enemy
You don’t need insanity when facing the enemy

Hear me, feel me..I face my fear
Run to, beyond to..the dawn is near

You don’t need immortality when facing the enemy
You don’t need insanity when facing the enemy

Endtime has arrived, and so you knew it
The clock ticked along slowly , live to face it
Set forward for downfall, to the slaughter
Patience ticking like a dynamite and so it ends

Take a step back..they said..
With baited breath.. And you regressed
Your view starts to fade, drowning in your mess

Ingrained and insane..will it ever end?
Deraged and depraved ..never for the mend

Set up for ruination..concealed with sewn shut ears
Overloaded with ambition, overclocked for your greatest fear

Take a step back..they said..
With baited breath.. And you regressed
Your view starts to fade, drowning in your mess

Ingrained and insane..will it ever end?
Deraged and depraved ..never for the mend

Turn to the pathway thats burning again, hoping to get what you want
Licking the wounds that has hurt you before, inject the pain till you drop

Devoid of all sense through swollen shut eyes, it moves further away from you
Flames of resentment and anger unite, paving the road for your fall..for your fall!!

Bitter is the pill that, fills your delusional soul
A dunce who craves disaster, digs deeper into the hole
Seeking salvation..through your pack of lies
Hands deep in the fire, everyone hears your cries..hears your cries

Set for the plummet. Fill up the grievance form
While everyone told you so, you chose against the norm

Shame smeared on your face, your own mighty disgrace
Knife is on your back, there’s no turning back

A trail of destruction
A cocktail of lust and blood
Commissioned from the highest
Lays virtue to waste

Sin flows right through the..cold stale flesh
Stacks up the damage with death’s pale breath
Malicious intent with pure contempt
Erasing all to exempt

Crawling through the fields of pain
Like lions on lambs, a legacy of shame..
Destruction of souls to feeds the chain..the one kill chain

Awakened to a destiny and blinded by greed
A veil of fear called mortality feeds the weak
Sweeps through the cracks and serves up disarray
Comes forth royal chaos every night and day

Crawling through the fields of pain
Like lions on lambs, a legacy of shame..
Destruction of souls to feeds the chain..the one kill chain

The disease has multiplied, drenched in emptiness
Humanity thus turns to dust, buried in eternity
Solve the equation of death , A firm grip on destiny
Innocence stands blind, infected by their filth

Crawling through the fields of pain
Like lions on lambs, a legacy of shame..
Destruction of souls to feeds the chain..the one kill chain

A lost attempt, reaching out within one’s own might
Sheltered from the power that has been abused
Desperate moments a chorus of sullen voices fills inside

The inner belief is draining
All hope is now waning
Disconnecting from all that were our true selves

A separation of mess and mind
With no chance to reignite
Arrow of fears pierce the light

We no longer live for ourselves
We live through the eyes of others
Well cant you see the agony that breeds?
Loss of control to words that yields
To ourselves we have deceived.

It is not what we have heard……
It is not what we were told…….
It is not what we were asked to see….
It is not what we were told to feel…

Unspoken words that take control
To conform for what’s being told
Just the way we can’t let it be
To a direction we can’t comprehend
The grand collapse that we can’t mend
Our spirit crushed inside…

Set Forward..gone backwards……

Lost all faith in one’s power
In the arms of others, lies the flower
Slowly what’s left becomes clearer
The end of strength draws nearer

Meeting our dead end
There is no one else to blame
Standing there in dismal shame
Lie’s fears ends the game
Far away from salvation
And far from sanity..

It all starts to fall apart
As time ticks away

“I've seen things you people wouldn't believe.
Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.
I watched C-beams... glitter in the dark near the Tannhouser Gate.”
(Excerpt from Bladerunner – Play monologue 0.16-0.37)

The shades of death draw closer
Chanting fear into withered ears

For once had been..never forever....

Never did they wonder
Never did they know
Never did it matter
Never was it told.

Never did they realize
Never did they see
Never did they ponder
What was meant to be

(Chorus)
In a blink of the eye
Once stood proudly now lay fallen
Once alive how could they have died?
Souls demise without a reason

Language of sorrow, Chains of impending doom
A life destroyed, gone too soon
Innocence at stake, towards death’s tune

Those in control have twisted
The words wisely tainted
And left behind without a say
What happens next beyond this day?

(Chorus)
In a blink of the eye
Once stood proudly now lay fallen
Once alive how could they have died?
Souls demise without a reason

Insert movie monologue or recite poem

Moments of anguish, shatters to pieces
Loss of innocence , For blood spilt and cries never forgotten....