Lorna Shore - Desolate Veil

Escaping to the beyond
Mastering all things beyond the dark

Broken through the final dimension
My body is energy a fluid extension
Of one's absolution, of one's final form
This new version of me I truly adore

There is only connection only me, myself and I
Anything my mind can design
It all takes form before my eyes
I can control it all
This is my final form

At a moment's notice I move within time
No effort of motion an incredible design
All the feelings I once felt within I now allow to take control
Utmost absolution within
Breaking beyond the bodies skin

Replaying all moments in time
At any time I may desire
In the palm of my hand I hold the answer of life
Now I am the fucking cancer

Escaping to the beyond
Mastering all things beyond the dark

There is only connection only me myself and I
Anything my mind can design
It all takes form before my eyes
I can control it all
This is my final form

Broken through the final dimension
My body is energy a fluid extension
Of one's absolution of one's final form
This new version of me I truly adore

Power is not the word to describe one's self
There is no definition to explain
I hold together the bonds of immortal reign

And I remain whole at last
Free from pain

At a moment's notice I move within time
No effort of motion an incredible design
All the feelings I one's felt within I'd allow to take control
Upmost absolution within
Breaking beyond the bodies skin

Replaying all moments in time
At any time I may desire
In the palm of my hand I hold the answer of life
Now I am the fucking cancer

I am the fucking cancer

Broken through the final dimension
My body is energy a fluid extension
Of one's absolution of one's final form
This new version of me I truly adore Открыть страницу с текстом

Come forth oh concealer of my demise
Speak true will I expire before sunrise
A sacrifice, I offer my soul for you to keep in return of my life
So that I may reap, for I may reap

Look where I lay reduced to hospital fodder
Broken down while slowly breaking down
I’ve never been one to beg or to reason with an inevitable dismay
But here I am a broken man with an offering to make
Every waking moment is filled with only agony
Here I lay for my soul to take
This is my only option this is my sacrifice
Whoever can hear my cry of reason
My soul is here to take

Finally at peace. Finally at ease
No longer alive to beg and plead my physical form left for the worms
My memory left like photos for you to burn
And who could imagine that I'd be begging here like this, for one more chance for a life more than this, and whom ever chooses to answer my call and plea, I offer you my life even if I must bleed

I sway between the balance, I denounce from the light
Ill conquer the blackest corners
I beg of you to restore my life
I denounce from the light

Look where I lay reduced to hospital fodder
Broken down while slowly breaking down
I’ve never been one to beg or to reason with an inevitable dismay
But here I am a broken man with an offering to make

Take my soul return me a new
I will become the alpha and omega

Every waking moment is filled with only agony
Here I lay for my soul to take
This is my only option this is my sacrifice
Whoever can hear my cry of reason
My soul is here to take

Finally at peace. Finally at ease
No longer alive to beg and plead my physical form left for the worms
My memory left like photos for you to burn

And who could imagine that I'd be begging here like this, for one more chance for a life more than this, and whom ever choose to answer my call and plea I offer you my life even if I must bleed Открыть страницу с текстом

Every attempt that I've made to take my life
Has ended in failure
Have I been denied the right to die
I call out the being who dare keep me within this realm

Here upon a broken planet where only parasites seem to dwell
Born in blood have you seen a crueler fate than this
Men women children all slaves within this hell

I am bound to this earth
Fallen past beneath the dirt
Purveyor of pain
Powerless life in vein
Everyday remains the same
Such filthy creatures living in shame
I could not fathom a lesser form of life

How can this be I can feel everything
Born of the flesh
Will of a god
This life will not fucking end
What have I done

Every voice that cries out in panic I hear their pleas
An offering of lives laid out for the taking
Every soul upon this planet fuels my body from mass panic
Fear embodies my will to feed

I accept my role
Death has always been my destiny
Death has always been my destiny

I just want to fucking die
Death has always been my destiny

Every attempt that I've made to take my life
Has ended in failure
Have I been denied the right to die
I call out the being who dare keep me within this realm

Here upon a broken planet where only parasites seem to dwell
Born in blood have you seen a crueler fate than this
Men women children all slaves within this hell

Every voice that cries out in panic I hear their pleas
An offering of lives laid out for the taking
Every soul upon this planet fuels my body from mass panic
Fear embodies my will to feed

I accept my role
Death has always been my destiny
Death has always been my destiny

I just want to fucking die
Death has always been my destiny

I am bound to this earth
Fallen past beneath the dirt
Purveyor of pain
Powerless life in vein
Everyday remains the same
Such filthy creatures living in shame
I could not fathom a lesser form of life

How can this be I can feel everything
Born of the flesh
Will of a god
This life will not fucking end
What have I done

I just want to fucking die
Death has always been my destiny
I just want to fucking die Открыть страницу с текстом

We're dead inside

Born of this body
For I have not chosen
This haunted life of mine
Far beyond the astral waves of time

Have I stumbled onto the final frontier
Memory appears to be so very malleable
Now a tool rather than a gravestone to cling to
I am god

How is this possible I've spent these years perfecting the art of wasting away
And so it appears that death as they claim is not the final resting place

Onto the next life

My mind adrift as I weave through the dreams
Weeping before my past
Life's not what it seems
I watch it all as it all comes to pass
Memories held within my grasp

As I bend all matter at the will of my mind
I see reality we are all slaves to time

No longer pressed to this weight of this nothingness
Weaving in and out of memories that have chosen not to fade with time awoken before these once dying eyes

Born of this body
For I have not chosen
This haunted life of mine
Far beyond the astral waves of times

How is this possible I've spent these years perfecting the art of wasting away
And so it appears that death as they claim is not the final resting place

Bury the bones, bury the lives
Bury the hope, bury the skies
The truth of it all we're dead inside

We're dead inside

No longer pressed to this weight of nothingness
Weaving in and out of memories that have chosen not to fade with time awoken before these once dying eyes

And that is the terrible and the secret fate of all life
You're trapped Like a nightmare you keep waking up into

My mind adrift as I weave through the dreams
Weeping before my past
Life's not what it seems
I watch it all as it comes to pass
Memories held within my grasp

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Eyes roll back betrayed by fate yet again
My end draws near
I refuse to a mark a grave
This is not grim chance or fate
The snare was set and it severed the spine within my neck

Left alive I cannot die

A lifetime of work has built up to this moment
Hello and goodbye end times filled with self-loathing
Peaking so young so beautiful for the grave
In comes the preacher it is your soul that he will save

Life will cease so breathe deep
And in the end you will see that death plays for fucking keeps
No weeping no grieving just make the pain go away
My neck hung from the ceiling

I'm so tired of living in pain
No one knows my face
No one remembers my name
So I'll do a favor for a world who lives with shame
When you find me behind my locked door
Feet suspended above the floor

I'm so tired of living in pain
No one knows my face
No one remembers my name
So I'll do a favor for a world who lives with shame
When you find me behind my locked door
Feet suspended above the floor

I beg for death I beg for my end to come
I beg and plead to be a corpse at peace

Eyes roll back betrayed by fate yet again
My end draws near
I refuse to mark a grave
This is not grim chance or fate
The snare was set and severed the spine within my neck

Left alive I cannot die

Life will cease so breathe deep
And in the end you will see that death plays for fucking keeps
No weeping no grieving just make the pain go away
My neck hung from the ceiling

I beg for death I beg for my end to come
I beg and plead to be a corpse at peace

A lifetime of work has built up to this moment
Hello and good bye end times filled with self-loathing
Peaking so young so beautiful for the grave
In comes the preacher it is your soul that he will save

I'm so tired of living in pain
No one knows my face
No one remembers my name
So I'll do a favor for a world who lives with shame
When you find me behind my locked door
Feet suspended above the floor

I'm so tired of living in pain
No one knows my face
No one remembers my name
So I'll do a favor for a world who lives with shame
When you find me behind my locked door
Feet suspended above the floor

Life will cease so breathe deep
Life will cease so breathe deep

Life will cease so breathe deep
No weeping or grieving
Life will cease so breathe deep
No weeping or grieving
Life will cease so breathe deep
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Bound within purgatory

Empty and frozen left to levitate in the nothingness that is gravity
Sight has seemed to fail me, my ears ring back nothing to guide me
I have torn the veil between realities
Have I been cast into the realm of where the dead will never seem to rest?
To wander the abyss that is nothingness have I been cast into eternal misery?
Frozen to the bone wandering alone cast into the realm of purgatory
Left on my own the wasteland unknown cast into the realm of purgatory

Subject to the grasp of time
Left to rot in the thought my life
I weep before the days of the past
Trapped here to know they're not coming back

The limitless white vastness confined eternally to mental madness
The vastness of this madness has lead me to a realm in white blindness

Who would think that I'd be judged to be held within this hell
No one to hear or answer my cries
Is this where I rot for life?

Bound within purgatory
Empty and frozen left to levitate in the nothingness that is gravity
Sight has seemed to fail me, my ears ring back nothing to guide me
I have torn the veil between realities

Take me from this white madness where my memories and conscious are the judge
I do not deserve this punishment
Release me from this confinement
I'm fucking losing it

Torn to pieces by the demons in me
They've left me to bleed
Put me to eternal sleep

Have I been cast into the realm of where the dead will never seem to rest?
To wander the abyss that is nothingness have I been cast into eternal misery?

Frozen to the bone wandering alone cast into the realm of purgatory
Left on my own
The wasteland unknown cast into the realm of purgatory

Subject to the grasp of time
Left to rot in the thought my life
I weep before the days of the past
Trapped here to know they're not coming back

Trapped in this madness
Trapped within this purgatory

Empty and frozen left to levitate in the nothingness that is gravity
Sight has seemed to fail me, my ears ring back nothing to guide me

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This room sealed shut
I found peace within the dark
There's no world left for me
Stone cold is this beating heart
Troubled times we have fallen upon
Smother my body in gas
Light the match and I'm gone

And it is here I offer my body
To whoever chooses to hear my voice
Use me as a sacrifice
My body a vessel a mere tomb of flesh and bone
I leave this world in agony flames embrace me I am home

I've fallen to my knees my lungs they draw no air
All nerves are fired as they cease I find comfort in the solace
Here in my room the flames embrace me
I'm at peace with my doom
Here alone in my room

Numb and lucid I dance within the flames
Care free from the feeling I'm blind to the pain
My sorrows leave my body every nerve has screamed my name
The fire paints a glorious picture flesh forfeit to the flames

So tired of the loathing
So tired of the sadness
My mind seeing colors unseen have I succumb to the madness

So here I'm dancing in the flames
So blind and numb to all the pain
My body sways and twists here in the flames
So blind and numb to all the pain

Watch me burn
Eager to become one with the ether
Never to return

Let me burn
Eager to become one with the ether
Never to return

Numb and lucid I dance within the flames
Care free from the feeling I'm blind to the pain
My sorrows leave my body every nerve has screamed my name
The fire paints a glorious picture flesh forfeit to the flames

I've fallen to my knees my lungs they draw no air
All nerves are fired as they cease I find comfort in the solace
Here in my room the flames embrace me
I'm at peace with my doom
Here alone in my room

My body a vessel a mere tomb of flesh and bone
I leave this world in agony flames embrace me I am home

So here I'm dancing in the flames
So blind and numb to all the pain
My body sways and twists here in the flames
So blind and numb to all the pain

Watch me burn

And it is here I offer my body
To whoever chooses to hear my voice
Use me as a sacrifice
A sacrifice Открыть страницу с текстом

Dead I drift amongst the stars
Lost in the astral wake of times
Limitless as I may seem
Endless memories haunt my dreams
Where is the part where close my eyes for good
I denounce this fucking life
Let me close my eyes for good

I can't believe I swore my soul to the dark force unknown
If I could take it back today
I'd slice upon my fucking throat if that's what I had to give
Is this destiny, is this destiny
My tongue has gotten the fucking best of me
I pray for a chance to be one with the universe
I wish to become one with darkness

One with the darkness one with the universe
One with the darkness, in the heart of the universe
Eternal

Dead I drift amongst the stars
Lost in the astral wake of times
Limitless as I may seem
Endless memories haunt my dreams
Where is the part where close my eyes for good
I denounce this fucking life
Let me close my eyes for good

In the shadow of the light
A microscopic cosmic blight
Bearer of humanity
Traveler of realities

Wandering beneath the seams
A ghost to the universe
Transcending realities

One with the darkness one with the universe
One with the darkness in the heart of the universe
Eternal

In the shadow of the ever growing light

I can't believe I swore my soul to the dark force unknown
If I could take it back today
I'd slice upon my fucking throat if that's what I had to give
Is this destiny, is this destiny
My tongue has gotten the fucking best of me
I pray for a chance to be one with the universe
I wish to become one with darkness

One with the darkness
I wish to become one with the darkness
Where is the part where I close my eyes for good
I denounce this fucking life
Let me close my eyes for good Открыть страницу с текстом

(Betwixt the light and shadow
Granted power of the deceased
Life cannot continue if I do not permit it so
Scurry scurry little creatures
Have you no vigor or spine
No matter or worry) in the end all life is mine

Master of all bending all to my will
Whether it flesh or a soul in time I will own
What do you envy what lust do you hold
Enfold unto the darkness
An unconquerable appetite for thine souls

And when time makes its choice to stop
Just know I'll be waiting no sign of emotion
No tear not a drop
Souls wander in the River of Styx
Corpses buried in shallow graves
Unworthy pieces of shit

Torn between dimensions I am energy, I am god
Reaper of the fallen and forgotten
The unveiling of life facade

Betwixt the light and shadow
Granted power of the deceased
Life cannot continue if I do not permit it so
Scurry scurry little creatures
Have you no vigor or spine
No matter or worry in the end all life is mine
All life is mine

Torn between dimensions I am energy I am god
Reaper of the fallen and forgotten
The unveiling of life facade

Betwixt the light and shadow
Granted power of the deceased
Life cannot continue if I do not permit it so
Scurry scurry little creatures
Have you no vigor or spine
No matter or worry in the end all life is mine

Master of all bending all to my will
Whether it flesh or a soul in time I will own
What do you envy what lust do you hold
Enfold unto the darkness
An unconquerable appetite for thine souls

And when time makes its choice to stop
Just know I'll be waiting no sign of emotion
No tear not a drop
Souls wander in the River of Styx
Corpses buried in shallow graves
Unworthy pieces of shit Открыть страницу с текстом

Falling apart I'm wasting away
Split in two on this table with nothing to say
Saws and knives slice open the skin
Painting red lines of such gorgeous design

My body is decomposing art
As a child I often dreamt of death
Of the day and how it would come
And what were the final effects

Will there be flies that make homes within my eyes
Will my soul split like an atom and wander the skies
Or fall to the earth with no one's surprise
The body subsides

Am I damned to wander the earth
No soul to subside I seek rest in the dirt

How can I still feel this emotion
Why can I see beyond the grave
How can I still feel this emotion
A life long lost with nothing left to save

A series of needles dive within the skin
To seal shut the incision the coroner has made within
I can't quite comprehend my eyes
Floating above my body the misery will never subside

My body is decomposing art
As a child I often dreamt of death
Of the day and how it would come
And what were the final effects

I am decomposing I have been chosen
To fall to the knife to end my fucking life

Hallelujah the day has come
Hallelujah thine body is done

A series of needles dive within the skin
To seal shut the incision the coroner has made within
I can't quite comprehend my eyes
Floating above my body the misery will never subside

Will there be flies that make homes within my eyes
Will my soul split like an atom and wander the skies
Or fall to the earth with no one's surprise
The body subsides

Am I damned to wander the earth
No soul to subside I seek rest in the dirt Открыть страницу с текстом