Diminished - Ridden With Disease

Tired of struggling living life in pain
So much more out there for me to gain
House, car, kids, wife?
I don't want this life more than I am,not all I can be
this life you designed is not designed for me
Seeking nothing but the truth, getting lies,
I know there's something more, to my design
Not giving up won't stay ground
Nothing you do will make me bow down.
House, car, kids, wife?
I don't want this life more then I am Not am I can be
Tired of struggling living life in pain
So much more out there for me to gain
Architect of design you don't run my life x3
How do you go threw life so complacent with strife
No ambition in your life despite what you like to spew
I am not like you sheep, I will not stand and weep, I will not be denied What is rightfully mine X2
The wolves have pulled a wool over the sheep's eyes, running their life according to their design
Why is everyone around me deceived by the "gifts" of life
Distracted when the wolves begin to bite I won't be bought X2
Architect of design You won't run my life x3
I will no cede I know what I need
House, car, kids, wife?
I don't want this life more then I am not am I can be
this life you designed is not designed for me
Architect of design x3

It's been so long since I've touched the flesh of another
Chastity will no longer be for her
Try to fight with all your might
I won't be denied as I spread your thighs

Don't look back to see if the memories are passing
Left with nothing but a riddle leaving myself asking
Does fate belong to those who prepare for it today
When structures turn into shackles
Do I break the oppressive chains
Eating away, corroding my strengths
A man who stands for nothing is a man who will fall for anything

You use pity for attention
Pity that is your pension
You think you have a way with men
I'll fill your mouth with my semen

So much cum goes in your mouth
Don't believe the stories that come out

Treating you like a semen receptacle
because I need to empty my testicles
All waste must go to the trash bin
Your My Cum Dumpster, I fill You with sin
Time to taste my man menstruate
So much semen you asphyxiate
No one will miss you when your gone
Deposed in the dumpster where you belong

Degradation
Not be deterred
There's not a way then I'll find a way
Numb but not broken
My will is beyond bent
Today's struggles if I try, they wont exceed this misery
All one can do is try to change tomorrow's destiny
Subject to none
I vow to not lay down to anyone
who stands in my way
Second to none
I won't be denied this time
I stand alone
My accord, my path I choose

No salvation
"Good is great, God is good believe in him you should. Bow down prey to him, all your hurt he will mend."
I know the lies that I am told. I am in the world all alone
No salvation X2
You are no father to me your grace I do not need."come and walk with me" I will not be deceived. X2
No salvation
I'm no puppet pulled by strings I will not fall or be deceived there is no salvation for those like me.
To see what blind eyes couldn't see I walk alone for ever free those foot prints belong to no one, but me.
no salvation, you're not there
Where were you, you don't even care.
Left all alone, in pain I cried.
Without false hope I know I will survive.
You are no father to me. No salvation. Your grave I do not need no salvation I will not be deceived no salvation.
I'm no puppet pulled by strings I will not fall or be deceived there is no salvation for those like me.
To see what blind eyes couldn't see I walk alone for ever free those foot prints belong to no one, but me.
no salvation, you're not there
Where were you, you don't even care.
no salvation (for me) X2
Everything I was taught my savior you are not you do not exist.
I must remove this cyst

They say that love conquers all
But you won't heed my call
Since you rejected my heart
Now my mind falls apart
Taking you against your will
My fantasies I'll fulfill
Nothing given only taken
Now alone and forsaken
No more am I passions slave
The things I do are depraved
Held for weeks as my prisoner
Victim of the pain I administer
No food for nourishment given
Only eating my horded semen
The more malnourished you become
The more willing you are to eat my cum
In your cage you will cower
In your stomach my sperm will sour
So much semen you can't digest
No longer can you repress
Spewing forth the cum that's keeping you alive
Ungrateful bitch I'll beat you till you die
Breaking every bone and beating you to death
Will not stop till you take your last breath
Regurgitating rotten semen x4

Follow the Sheppard, you will be deceit
You will not find your serenity
Ridden with disease
The wolf howls at your door
No one who utters truth shall survive
Cast out, forever
A parasite to this culture
When will you realize who the Sheppard is
People do not want to hear the truth
Because they do not to have their illusions destroyed
Hear them stocking to parasite your soul
The naive are consumed and fold
From course to action, hunt the host
mask reality, truth is bold
Be deceive by your vanity
Illusions distort reality

Rupture Her Bowels X2
Stalked from behind
Bludgeoned until blind
Dragged to the seller
Now you're my semen dweller
Get ready to be fucked with this cock that you have sucked Sodomize and realize, this no longer brings me joy
Treat the living like a toy
Look into my fucking eyes, I will be your demise
Your Body dies slow, my sexual urges grow
I start to fuck the dead with my dick colored red
Your body dies slow, my sexual urges grow
I start to fuck the dead
rupture Her Bowels X2
Your pussy is bleeding
Just what my cock is needing
a bloody mess is made, with no need for a blade.
Raped until you are raw, looks like the carnage from a hack saw
How does it feel to wish you were never born, because of the pain from the flesh I've torn
Rupturing her Bowels, my moans turn up growls
Anal penetration, seduction, mutilation.
Raped with no escape your body is left to decompose I leave you now I really must go
No evidence will be found you're buried deep with in the ground

We belong dead
I can't live with you I can't live without you.
I tried to move on, but I can't live without you.
you were made for thee now you can't stand the sight of me.
In my head to insanity I'm lead
We belong dead
you belong dead
I belong dead
We belong dead.
If I can't have you no one else will.
The pain you inflicted on me, soon you will feel.
Insane. with rage I will take our lives
Both our bodies given to loves sacrifice.
In the ground we eternally lay, but my love for you will never fade.
You were made just for me now you hate me.
I can't live with you I can't go on with out you.
Ill never leave you like I always said.
You with out me?
We belong dead
I belong dead
You belong dead
We belong dead x4