Orbit Culture - The Newborn One

In dust, I crave. Only fogs of shame.
I can't reveal what I've seen.
This place is even darker and I'm only insane.
I'll remember you.

The bloodstains on my hands speak of
only about the killings, but of not what I have in me.

Falling through ashes to hell.

The light in me is fading.
No second thoughts now.
My blackened heart is leaking.
I'm blowing the fires in hell.

The words in rust are fading.
No second thoughts now.
My blackened heart is empty.
I'm fueling the fires in hell.

In hell.

Embrace the conclusion.
I'll never be set free ever again.

In dust, I crave. Only pillars in game.
I can't speak of, of what I've seen.
This hell is even darker and I'm only deranged.
I'll remember death.

The bloodstains on my hands speak of
only about the victims, but of not who I have in me.

In me.

Falling through ashes to hell.

The light in me is fading.
No second thoughts now.
My blackened heart is leaking.
I'm blowing the fires in hell.

The words in rust are fading.
No second thoughts now.
My blackened heart is empty.
I'm fueling the fires in hell.

In hell.

Embrace the conclusion.
I'll never be set free ever again.

Break the chains.
I've been living too long under the sea.
In the dark.

Now that I'm free.
This concrete box will be waiting for me.
But my cell is me.

Showcase, the conquer of my freedom.
This killer you think you caught lightly.
This man does not break easy, because he never existed.

Because he never existed.

I’ve killed for the chance to save myself.
For the chance of breathing slowly.
If you only can look closely.
It changes a man.

In pain, I’ve witnessed their dismay.
I’ve started to decay.
But the thing in me has whispered.
There is no-one inside but me.

The price of existence,
our stagnant bodies bound
in a time of the living
and nothing's what it's been.

I have drowned in this vague world,
we pretend but the madness always on
deep inside our sleeping state where
our black thoughts thrive.

I can't be the only one that sees this,
that feels the fumes from the motors.
Delusions starts to eat the world as we know it,
can we ever change ourselves, the strange?

And in myself I feel that
I'm always outside the reality,
and inside my fragile me lies the truth
concealed hidden deep down in me.

The failure of resistance,
welcome the wave of rage.
So far in the distance but so
close in our blood and veins.

I'll fight this sentence,
nothing's real inside this scope.
I'll fight my condition, nothing will
ever break or harm us strange.

Strange!
We’re hiding the knifes
scared of what we’ll meet.

And in myself I feel that
I'm always outside the reality,
and inside my fragile me lies the truth
concealed hidden deep down in me.

We’ll face them all,
we’ll face them all.
We’ll take it all,
we’ll take it all.

How can I be so afraid of living?
We’re the ghosts of this world.

I'm tired of this mess,
I'm tired of thoughts eating
myself from the inside out.

I've waited so long
and the only thing I know,
no matter how hard I try
I'll never be free.

But nothing seems to ever unfold,
at least my sight calms somewhat.
I'm living this curse and I don't know
what to feel inside me now.

The filth, the black has almost swallowed me
in a time where the compulsions have start to feast.
I've been drowned by the sickness that's controlling me
in a time where no-one seems care one bit.

I can't be the only one that sees this,
that feels the fumes from the motors.
Delusions starts to eat the world as we know it,
can we ever change ourselves, the strange?

Strange!
We’re hiding the knifes
scared of what we’ll meet.

I’ve fallen, through dark days.
I’ve screamed out for help, but there's no one there.
I’ve been trying, to see through the
the clouds, but my sun is nearly dead.

Wherever it takes me.
Whatever it does to me.
I will need to find a way to live with this in me.

Wherever it takes me.
Whatever that comes for me.
I will have the strength to fight it, but I’ll always remember where I’ve been.

I'm falling faster.
I'm falling harder.
I'm moving backwards.
and there's no-one to fall back on to now.

It's the way I've been feeling.
It's the way I've been fighting.
It's the way I've been dying.
And there's only the darkness within me.

I've never seen what's out there, what's out there.
So how can I be so affected?

I am what I am, a strange face.
And I cannot change what I am.
I am where I am, in a changed place.
And I cannot change who I am.

Who I am.
Who I am.
Who I am inside of me.
I'm in the darkness now.

I'm falling faster.
I'm falling harder.
I'm moving backwards.
And there's no-one to fall back on to now.

It's the way I've been feeling.
It's the way I've been fighting.
It's the way I've been dying.
And there's only the darkness within me.

Explain, everything that's right and what's wrong with our falling earth.
Is it me who mistreats me or is it earth coming against me.

Explain, everything that's right and what's wrong with our falling earth.
Is it me who can't explain or is it earth falling from me.

I can't not explain what I've been feeling.
But I can see in the dark, that's where I've been.
I can't not accept to live through this.
And I can't see you walk the same road as I.
I can't let it harvest more victims.
I can't not allow it to feed on our lives.

The bright lights are cleaving the sea.
We'll walk now.

In pain, in heart and soul.
I feel so high, I feel so old.
Remain in flesh controlled.
Is there anything for me?

I've been living in this maze too long.
And I'm sorry, I'm ready to go.

Would you follow my trail through the ice and the flames?
Would you enter the gates to the lands where we’ve stayed?
You’ll realize. You’ll realize.

That I’m not the same I’ve been.
I’ve been learning through my sins, I’ve been living life thin.
I’ve been tasting the pain. I’ve always felt that I’m always outside of me.

I'm drained both in blood and bones.
I hear them call. I've seen my fall.
And I haven't even come that far.
Is there anything for me?

I'm reaching out for you, Sun, my star.
Am I really ready to go?

Now.

Would you follow my trail through the ice and the flames?
Would you enter the gates to the lands where we’ve stayed?
You’ll realize. You’ll realize.

That I’m not the same I’ve been.
I’ve been learning through my sins, I’ve been living life thin.
I’ve been tasting the pain. I’ve always felt that I’m always outside of me.

The fable starts with you, son.
You're only alive, my friend.
Our fable starts with no lines.
You're about to reign.

Born from the finest stardust.
Your fire, the greatest of them all.
I’ll light the path in front of you and it all.

I see now my father, I am one with the sun.
And I feel the light has come to show me home.
The insecurities in life that I've known is fleeing out now.

Nothing will ever come close to what I've known. What I've felt in me.
Nothing will ever be the same again since I'm through with you.
Nothing will ever bring us down once we've begun our march through time.

You’re scorching the earth with your plows and thunder.
For how long will the violent man stay?
Its vengeance and wrath will swallow us all.
All for the gold and control.

The curtain has fallen, the veil’s been removed.
We know who you are, don’t act good.
There’s hate in this world, there’s things we wish unheard.
But stand your ground now sir.

Nothing can save you.
No, no, no-one can save me.
Nothing can save us.
No, no, no-one can see me.

Now, the curtains drop.
Now, our legions gather.
Now, uncertain hope.
Now, existence threatened.

Now.

You’re eating your meals, televised, injecting the stream
We’re the puppets of our leaders indeed.
We’re fighting their wars, we can’t take this no more.
It will always strike us harder than before.

Now, the curtains drop.
Now, our legions gather.
Now, uncertain hope.
Now, existence threatened.

Now.

We are the crawlers of the world.
We are the ants of this world.

I’ve seen what they’ve done here.
You’ll see what they’ve always done here.

Done here.
Done here.
Done here.
Done here.

I am the bombs, I’m all the guns we all create.
Still I am the one who wish for a better place.
I don’t care what I do or even say.
We’ve already given up the chance to save.

The obligations.
Negotiations.
All comes full circle.
The money’s talking.
All the restrictions.
All the damnation.
All those deeds that’s haunting me.

The tension is building, are we feeling alive?
The foul dark side is haunting me.
The morning comes swiftly through the blinders.
The day will come when this all will be over.

Break me free.
From all of this false, grey way.
Break me free.
From the way of the masses game.
Break me free.
From all that is haunting me.
Break me free.
From this life for an eternity.