Sad - Sweet Loss

When someone is trying to bring you down
There’s only one thing you have to do
When someone is trying to humiliate you
There’s only one thing you have to do

Destroy them before they do
You’re obliged to yourself too
Destroy them before they do
When they’re trying to take advantage of you

When someone is trying to take your freedom
There’s only one thing you need to do
When someone is trying to patronize you
There’s only one thing you need to do

Destroy them before they do
You’re obliged to yourself too
Destroy them before they do
When they’re trying to take advantage of you

Trying to steal away everything from you
Your so called friends,strangers,maybe your children too
It’s time to see the world only with your own eyes

Make a stand for yourself and no one else

In my dream I am calm
Nothing bothers me
In my dream I’m free
Nothing holds me down

I keep on seeing
The same dream every night
The only reason to sleep
Is to see it once more

In my dream I’m relieved
I feel no pain
In my dream I’m ageless
Untouched by time

‘Cause in my dream
I am dead

Then I dream of waking up…

Ignored I am, yet I exist
You just seem not to see me
Even when I’m in front of you
You don’t hear my voice
Until I shout in your ears
You don’t feel my presence
Even when I tenderly touch you
We just exist in the eyes of the beholder
But even when I’m ignored, inside me I exist
To exist is to make others see you
Ignored I am, yet I exist
I’ll pull your eyeballs out of your skull
You never saw me anyway
I’ll deafen your ears like a banshee
You never heard me all this time
I’ll break your fucking spine
Never feel anything again…

You could have freedom
But you chose thralldom

You crave forgiveness
But you won’t have it

In the end you’ll be dead
Forever…

Come rise
I’m calling you
Come rise
It’s the time of my need

I feel you hiding in me
All these years of weakness

Come rise
I’m begging you
Come rise
Above my miserable ego

Possess me, do what I can’t do
Capture me, and show no mercy

Come rise
You have the power
Come rise
I fear your will

Take over me, and leave no consciousness to me
I don’t want to witness your work,
For what I was doing all these years was right
But the right is needful no more

Come rise
I’m letting go
Come rise
Your time has come
Come rise
Not all is lost .

Let snow cover the earth
Falling down like ashes
As if heaven burns in flames
Washing up all divine
Blowing away all that is cursed
Turns earth into endless white
Sky fading to grim grey
The death of all colours
Let snow cover the earth
Life in it’s purest form
Can bring death to everything living
Let snow cover the earth
And a perpetual cold wind
Will preserve it to the end of time
Let snow cover the earth
And I can’t care less
As my heart is already frozen.

When I look deep inside me
I see the scars in my soul
The scars that my journeys left me
They recrudesce to wounds sometimes
These wounds never seem to heal
But new scars come up with every journey
My scars bleed black some days
Poisoning my mind with rotten thoughts
Flooding my heart with black feelings
Once I was afraid,that my darkness
Would swallow my beloved ones
Now I have my claws ready for them
I let my black bleeding scars to embrace them
I don’t know if this is my ending
Or a new beginning of me
One thing that I’m sure of
Is that I’m the lord of my darkness.

When it’s getting darker, I’m thinking of it
When I’m all alone, I’m craving for this
I wish for the death of my parents
I cherish the perdition’s vast grief
I dive deep into the seas of self-pityness
I feel the curse of adversity
When the shadows grow larger, I’m thinking of it
When I talk to myself, I’m craving for this
I wish for the death of my children
I swear the unjust gods
I crawl down the realms of in-existence
And I accept the cruel fate
Reaching the nadir of my emotional being
I come back stronger and relieved
I often recall the taste of this sweet loss
And I wonder what I can do to feel it once more
For real…