Tardigrade Inferno - I.C.D.

Текст:

Birth. Inhale. Light. Cognition.
Word and sentence. Exposition.
Classes. Air. Whispers. Fears.
Time is running. Hours. Years.
What will you do when you grow older?
Check your heart, it’s getting colder
First affection. First rejection.
Love and hatred. Call to action.

I should stay awake and study
If I want to pass the test
But my body wants to party
I will choose with all the rest

I choose death
Everytime I struggle I choose death
No matter when and how I choose death
Between the good and evil I choose death
I see the life and freedom, I choose death

Self-abuse and self-destruction
Stress. Insomnia. Dysfunction.
No protection. No direction.
Lousy jobs and self-reflection.

Zero future. Zero balance.
Broken trust. I’m sorry. Jealous.
Life is lost. Delusion. Visions.
Smoke. Sunrise. Rash decisions.

I don't want to work or study
I just want to lay and rest
And somebody wants my body
I will follow all the rest

I choose death
Everytime I struggle I choose death
No matter when and how I choose death
Between the good and evil I choose death
I see the life and freedom, I choose death

I’m sending you a letter
Because my life’s a mess
Because I do not matter
And so my choice is death

And I will see you later
And I will hear your voice
A coward and a traitor
I never had a choice

I just need to be somebody
If I want to be the best
But somebody wants my body
So I guess you know the rest

I choose death
Everytime I struggle I choose death
No matter when and how I choose death
Between the good and evil I choose death
I see the life and freedom, I choose death