Mental Discipline - Past Forward (2018)

Conditions are always denied
'Cos you're a shit that floods of the water
Repression is just the obsession
Can you buy me the new PlayStation?

On fiction, we're walking on gardens
But I can't stop downloading my vices
Ambition to blind all your visions
Why don't you see, you're full of desire?

A sweet lie to face my trust
We beat the wings to cross the fronts of agony

A sweet lie to face my trust (to face my trust)
We beat the wings to cross the fronts of agony
A sweet lie to face my trust (to face my trust)
We climb the hills to reach the veil of dignity
A sweet lie, a sweet lie
You are full desire

A sweet lie to face my trust (to face my trust)
We beat the wings to cross the fronts of agony
A sweet lie to face my trust (to face my trust)
We climb the hills to reach the veil of dignity
A sweet lie, a sweet lie
You are full desire

You are full desire...

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Behind a glass wall like a prison
A glimpse of hope is dying in your eyes
A captive of illusive freedom
How many times you failed to reach the skies?

Don't be afraid, I’m not here to harm you
I want to make your dreams come true
It's time to put your trust in someone
The distant sky is waiting for you

I see you beat against the glass
The cage you long to open
Your heart exhausted with mistrust
Your feelings hurt and broken
I smash the wall to set you free
Time to leave it all behind
And spread your wings into the sky
Like a real butterfly
Like a real butterfly

I see you beat against the glass
The cage you long to open
Your heart exhausted with mistrust
Your feelings hurt and broken
I smash the wall to set you free
Time to leave it all behind
And spread your wings into the sky
Like a real butterfly
Like a real butterfly

Like a real butterfly...

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Every night just when I close my eyes
I start dreaming of you
A shadow of your gentle smile
Is like a dream come true
Only you can help me keep
Keep my pain away
But when the morning wakes me up
You never stay, you never stay

Is it right?
Another day, another night...
...I waste in hopeless dreams to reach for you
Why must life be so cruel?
Don't you see...
...that every time you disappear you crucify my soul?
I lose control
I wish I never let you go

I would do anything
For a glimpse of your face
'Cause even angels envy you
Your beauty and grace
Nothing can save me, no one can make
Make me whole but you
I know you're close, yet far away
It drives me mad, what can I do?

Is it right?
Another day, another night...
...I waste in hopeless dreams to reach for you
Why must life be so cruel?
Don't you see...
...that every time you disappear you crucify my soul?
I lose control
I wish I never let you go

I wish I never let you go

Is it right?
Another day, another night...
...I waste in hopeless dreams to reach for you
Why must life be so cruel?
Don't you see...
...that every time you disappear you crucify my soul?
I lose control
I wish I never let you go

I wish I never let you go

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I still remember my dark days
The pain and sorrow and disgrace
A bitter taste of life gone wrong...
Until you came along

My skies were grey, no sun to shine
A sad and sorry pantomime
Until you took me by the hand...
And made me understand

No matter where I run away
No matter what I do or say
You are the only one for me
To end my misery

I don't regret a single day
And all I want is you to stay
Forever locked in my embrace
Until the end of days

You are the reason I still breathe
My broken soul has found relief
My skies have turned to crystal blue...
I'm sharing it with you

You keep my sorrows far away
No matter if it's night or day
Each time you take me by the hand...
It makes me understand

No matter where I run away
No matter what I do or say
You are the only one for me
To end my misery

I don't regret a single day
And all I want is you to stay
Forever locked in my embrace
Until the end of days

Until the end of days...

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Sometimes I've got a feeling like I hit a wall
Feels like I'll never get to fly, I only fall
My dreams are nothing but the ashes at my feet
It seems I better give it up and face defeat

But when dreams are burned to dust
When there's nothing else to shatter
When there's no one left to trust
It's you who can still make it matter

Don't lose your hope tonight
The stars are shining bright
You see the brightest one
Let it guide you on
Whatever comes your way
Don't let it fade away
Keep following your star
It will show you who you really are

And I, I brace myself up for another try...
...to rise and overcome the barricades so high
...to burn the pages of my shattered yesterdays
And turn my face up high towards the shining rays

'Cause when dreams are burned to dust
When there's nothing else to shatter
When there's no one left to trust
It's you who can still make it matter

Don't lose your hope tonight
The stars are shining bright
You see the brightest one
Let it guide you on
Whatever comes your way
Don't let it fade away
Keep following your star
It will show you who you really are

Never look behind, let the bridges burn
You are strong enough to carry on

Step by step, don't stop, reaching for your star
'Cause you know it's who you really are

Don't lose your hope tonight
The stars are shining bright
You see the brightest one
Let it guide you on
Whatever comes your way
Don't let it fade away
Keep following your star
It will show you who you really are

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I wish I could see it coming
I wish I was not that blind
Now it's time to give up trying
It's too late to turn the tide

Staring at the fading pictures
Of my shattered memories
I can't understand why all this
Happened to my hopes and dreams

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me
Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone

Like a part of me's already gone

Now I see that all my castles
Have been built upon the sand
Falling down with every hassle
One by one, they couldn't stand

Fallen pieces can't be mended
Too much pain I feel inside
But I'm trying hard to end it
Killing feelings to survive

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me
Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone

I have never felt so lonely
Like a shipwreck in a stormy sea
It feels like I'm sinking slowly
Icy waves are crashing over me
Trying hard to kill emotions
To recover from the damage done
But I feel I'm missing something
Like a part of me's already gone

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It's always hard to be the first
But easy to become the last
Don't even think to take a rest
'Cause life is running too fast

A never-ending race
A road not fit for two
A bloody thrilling chase
We all know what to do

Stand up and fight, wipe your tears away
Get ready to kill or be killed on your way
No second chance and no compromise
Look at your death right in my eyes
Feeling too weak to go on in this race
You won't outrun this gun in your face
Time to pray while the blood's running chill
I'm no tranquilizer, I'm a death pill

Lifekiller...

Stand up and fight, wipe your tears away
Get ready to kill or be killed on your way
No second chance and no compromise
Look at your death right in my eyes
Feeling too weak to go on in this race
You won't outrun this gun in your face
Time to pray while the blood's running chill
I'm no tranquilizer, I'm a death pill

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Feels like I'm falling apart
Wish I could make my life restart
The past still keeps on haunting me
Each time I close my eyes I see

You were desperate and lost like a fallen star
I was trying to help mend your broken heart
It was too late, I didn't know
And now I'm standing here alone...

I realize the sun is shining but not for us
A tear starts running down my eyes
I feel a sudden emptiness inside my soul
Feels like my life has lost all color
Oh, how I wish you gave another chance to me
To prove that I could make you happy...

In silence I still hear your voice
So soft but full of sadness
I wonder if you had a choice
But I won't find the answers

And as I watch the clear blue skies
Just like the color of your eyes
It seems to me
I've lost my own life...

I realize the sun is shining but not for us
A tear starts running down my eyes
I feel a sudden emptiness inside my soul
Feels like my life has lost all color
Oh, how I wish you gave another chance to me
To prove that I could make you happy
Make you happy

I realize the sun is shining but not for us...
A tear starts running down my eyes...
Feels like my life has lost all color...
I feel a sudden emptiness

I realize the sun is shining but not for us
A tear starts running down my eyes
I feel a sudden emptiness inside my soul
Feels like my life has lost all color
Oh, how I wish you gave another chance to me
To prove that I could make you happy
Make you happy

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Let me tell you what I feel
My emotions are so real
I just can't let it go

It's something I cannot deny
So it would really feel like crime (feel like crime)
If I don't let you know...

I never thought that I would find
Someone to bring a ray of light (a ray of light)
Into my desperate soul...

But all my doubts have disappeared
And now I see it crystal clear...
So I want you to know

Oh, in the light of day and in the dark of night
The place where I belong is right here by your side
And I feel so alive and I don't feel alone
I've found it by your side, the place where I belong

Oh, in the light of day and in the dark of night
The place where I belong is right here by your side
And I feel so alive and I don't feel alone
I've found it by your side, the place where I belong

Oh, in the light of day and in the dark of night
The place where I belong is right here by your side
And I feel so alive and I don't feel alone
I've found it by your side, the place where I belong

The place where I belong

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Hey you, you've been trying really hard
You've been trying really hard
Breaking me to pieces from the start
...me to pieces from the start

But now I am stronger than before
I am stronger than before
Watch me, there's no fear anymore
There's no fear anymore

I am standing here alive
Illuminated with the light
A million flashes follow me...
I don't need another life
Every second is so bright
And I feel absolutely free...

Hey you, I don't care about your lies
I don't care about your lies
Spreading like a virus in disguise
Like a virus in disguise

'Cause now I can face it standing up
Watch me, getting higher to the top
Getting higher to the top

I am standing here alive
Illuminated with the light
A million flashes follow me
I don't need another life
Every second is so bright
And I feel absolutely free

I am standing here alive
Illuminated with the light
A million flashes follow me
I don't need another life
Every second is so bright
And I feel absolutely free

There's no fear anymore

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Lips like wine with black mascara eyes
A skin tight dress, what kind of sin it hides?
Spreading her sweet poison in the air...
The way she moves makes everybody stare

A pure obsession, a devil in disguise (devil in disguise)
Hot like fire and yet cold as ice (cold as ice)
Her reflection twists in mirror balls
When the last of your defenses falls

She's a devil, she's a venom
One way road to hell from heaven
I would spend my life in chains (my life in chains)
For a chance to play her games
You will scream her name out loud
Nothing you can do about it
But you'll never get control
Over her synthetic soul

Like a moth attracted to the flame (to the flame)
In the end you will end up the same (end up the same)
Burning, crawling, begging, crying hard
For a way to fix your broken heart (fix your broken heart)

When the last of your defenses falls (defenses falls)

She's a devil, she's a venom
One way road to hell from heaven
You will scream her name out loud
Nothing you can do about it
But you'll never get control
Over her synthetic soul

She's a devil, she's a venom
One way road to hell from heaven
I would spend my life in chains (my life in chains)
For a chance to play her games
You will scream her name out loud
Nothing you can do about it
But you'll never get control
Over her synthetic soul

Over her synthetic soul

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My eyes were opened, my mind was clear
The skies were falling but I could see
The fire rising from the ground
And people crying all around...

It's time for us to pray
It has come again
We'll have to pay

Can you see these angels in the sky?..
Raise your head and ask them why...
...your reality is gone?
Now it's time to stay alone...

It's time for us to pray
It has come again
We'll have to pay

Can you see these angels in the sky?..
Raise your head and ask them why...
...your reality is gone?
Now it's time to stay alone...

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You could be my refuge
You could be my guiding light
I would serve only you
I could be your faithful knight

But you still pick a quarrel
The days turn into night
Like snow in the desert
It doesn't seem to be right

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

Day by day I keep waiting
For a light in your skies
But the clouds keep growing
Getting dark in your eyes

'Cause you still pick a quarrel
The sky turns into storm
Like snow in the desert
It feels so terribly wrong

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

Please don't make it worse
You ruin my world with your bad weather
But the Earth has no balance
When we are not together

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